KESEORANGAN DIRI

Today is a Saturday and I'm still here in Kampar when everyone else is back in Ipoh. Actually, I wanted to follow them go back Ipoh so I can sleep in my aircond room and eat my mom's cooking and =p meet that beansprout again though I've already met him yesterday. The reason I didn't want to follow them back to Ipoh because I have Tamadun exam on Monday from 9am to 11am. I know I can take my notes back to Ipoh to revise but there's a weakness in me and that is...I never take my notes back to Ipoh because I never get to concentrate in my studies when I'm in Ipoh =p hurhur! There's too much temptation in Ipoh that could make my mind and soul fly away from my body...ikiki!

It is so quiet here in Kampar without that 2 crazy girls which is sueSue and szeMin and that 2 sexually frustrated girls which is lsimz and lynn. I'm so lonely here without them being around. Although, only this afternoon they left me but I'm already missing them and their voices. It is too quiet here without you girls.

I walked out to the mini market and 7eleven earlier on to buy some stuff. When I walked out from the shop -.-" it was raining buffaloes and elephants. Why didn't the rain angel let me reach home only rain?..hadjorjor! I was smacking head and thinking how to go back. After awhile, I made up my mind and I decided to walk back to the apartment and I did XD wuakakaka! When I was walking halfway, thats when I noticed I was wearing white tee *smackHead* and it was raining heavily and I was walking in the rain. So, imagine what happened to my tee. I immediately took a shower after I reached home. I was soaked in rain water from top to toe. That's not only the unfortunate incident that happened to me. After bathing, I was so thirsty and decided to make cold lemon juice. While slicing the lemon which belong to szeMin -.-" I accidentally sliced my finger. I was like "How come my finger suddenly feel painful?". When I pressed all my fingers and one of it got blood oozing out only I know I injured my finger...pity my little finger.

Tamadun test is on Monday and I'm still not prepared yet *smackHead* why do we have to study Tamadun? Is it because we're not civilized enough? The whole book on Tamadun is nearly all about Islam *smackHead*. The tips we get from lecturer and other states students, nearly covers all the chapters in the book. My as well I read the whole book *sigh* what is this?!!!

It is getting more quiet as the sky becomes darker and the night approaching. Being alone is always not a very good idea. Tonight, my 2 dolphins shall accompany me...ikiki!

I shall continue revising my Tamadun notes now >.o

EXAM SEASON

3rd semester's lectures and tutorials had ended today. Our college's exam season is here again and i'm here to say....'OH GOSH! NOT AGAIN?!!! Hadjorjorjor....apamacam ini? This semester i'll be sitting for 4 exam papers which is Tamadun, Mass Media & Society, Law and Drama. Let me explain to you how my exam timetable going to be.

23/4/07- Tamadun- 9am to 11am

27/4/07- Drama- 9am to 11am

28/4/07- Mass Media & society- 9am to 11am

5/5/07- Law- 2pm to 4pm

*shakeHead* my exam timetable is so not nice. I don't like it. My exam til 5th of May erh...hadjorjor! Suddenly, my mind is so blank now. I know I'm supposed to start my exam revision liao but somehow...hurhur...no idea what's in my mind at all. Recently, I looked alot like a zombieGirl...hadjorjor! After exam I must have a very good proper sleep liao...ikikiki~

kieOkie...my mind is really too blur to continue to blog here. I shall blog again next time *winkz*

DONATION = GOOD DEED

Last week I went to donate my blood =p hurhur! Remember about me telling you all about me not going to donate my blood for quite some time due to insufficient blood in me? I don't wheather to call it fortunate or unfortunate on that day for me because that day I have enough blood to donate.

That is part of the blood donation process. My friend snapped those pictures because she was too free while waiting for me XD

=p In case you can't see clearly...there it is where the needle dicucuk into my veins. *Ouch* It was kinda painful when the nurse inject it into my vein.

^^ My blood is healthy. I have blood type A *YAYY*~!~! Donate blood can save other people's life. Therefore, so far, I had donated my blood about three times already. =) Hopefully there are really other souls/life out there that I get to save.

NOT ENOUGH

As usual, me woke -up at 7.20am today than bathed then took my breakfast(oats drink) then followed sueSue and lsimz to college. Today my class started at 11am as usual until 1pm. While waiting for my class to start, I went to college's reading room to do my own revision first. While I was in the midst of my revision =p I fell asleep for about half an hour in the reading room. Then, there were a gang of guys who were so kind to wake me up with their remix of our national anthem..Negaraku *smackHead*.

After that, I went to canteen block to donate my blood. We have to take our blood test before we finally donate our blood into that big packet. So, there was this man who was in-charged of testing blood and he cucuk my middle finger then he pressed my finger to make the blood ooze out. Unfortunately, my blood doesn't want to come out. So, the man cucuk another hole on the same finger again and this time I'm being fortunate that the blood did ooze out. Then he took the blood and put it into a small bottle of blue liquid. The man told me..'Today you cannot donate blood lerh. The amount of blood in your body is only enough for yourself today.' He told me because my blood doesn't tenggelam into the blue liquid. He told me to donate again another day. So, I walked away without donating any blood.

When I was in class, my classmates told me not to donate my blood for some time because they afraid that other people have to donate their blood to me one day..wuakaka! So, I guess I won't be donating blood for quite a long time...i guess =p

This thursday I have to hand in my individual assignment and I still haven't complete it..hadjorjor! The lecturer told us to find a journal about Mass Media & Society and then summarize the journal and then typed out comments/recommendations of it and APA format of my article references and thats all..hand-in on thursday. My lecturer told me this individual assignment only have 10% marks so don't really have to do so perfect. But, I don't know how to summarize it erh..hadjor! Next week have to start group assignment and hand -in on the following week and the title of that assignment is...' Is advertising ethical?'. We must have at least 10 references for that..hadjorjor! This one have 15% marks.

Haihz...I wonder how am I going to complete my assignments.

SOMEHOW~Suddenly me feel like posting this so...=) there it is up there for you all to read ^^ The girl cute or not? The message above meaningful or not? =) Hopefully you all really get the message stated up there *winkz* >.o

MY DAYY~

As usual, today my class start at 10am until 12pm BUT unfortunately the lecturer last minute delayed the class to 11am til 1pm *smackHead* hadjorjor! If only she inform us earlier then i'll choose to wake up from bed later. Recently, my hormones bermasalah =p cuz out of the blue XD i'm turning into a hardworking girl...wuakaka! o.O Is there something wrong with me bout that? *scratchHead* i wonder...hmmmm.....

-.-" there's supposed to be a picture here *smackHead* but i forgot to upload into my laptop..hadjorjor!

So, my class today was from 11am til 1pm. My next class was tamadun Islam and Asia but lots of students sneaked out from the lecture hall during our 5 minutes break *shakeHead* me just only realised how rajin I've turned into =p me know me self-praising here...hurhur!


^^ For the first time, i joined my coursemates in their barbeque gathering at one of my classmate's house in the evening today. My friends picked me up from my place at 7.45pm and we left for our destination..huohuo!


There we are bbq-ing on a small bbq set XD wuakaka! There were sausages, big chickens, pasta, fishballs, crabballs, vegeballs, blackcurrent juice and gardenia bread ^^ i've learnt how to bbq gardenia bread spread with margerine and honey =) it was delicious

Look at that piece of bread ^^ my classmate khaiYan suggested the idea of bbq-ing bread to me and waiYan bbq-ed that for me and it really tasted yummy =) thanks to both of them. XD I also thank my friend eeZheng for showing me how to cucuk the bread properly so it won't fall into the fire while bbq-ing it =p sorry for splashing that pail of water on you...hurhur...i was just having fun.

Most of the time, only waiYan and edwan barbeque-ed those food for the rest while the rest were busy singing karaoke songs in the living room with both our lecturers Ms Anne and Ms Ivy. Ms Ivy told us something really funny bout our Law subject lecturer XD me will tell you in person if you remembered to ask me bout it.

Our gathering ended bout 11.50pm and we helped to clean up before we left. =) It was kinda fun to join my classmates too because i'll get to listen to lots of 8-ness =p....to tell you all the truth, all my classmates are the kinda unexpected people. I not dare to tell much here incase one of them visit my blog then i'll be dead chiachia =p ask me, i may tell.

Hmmmm....i guess thats all i have to blog about here. ^^ i'll try to blog bout more interesting stuff on my next update =) ikiki~!~!~!

BORING-NESS

HYIUKhyiukhyiuk..!Finale...chiaChia has return XD wuakakaka~!!!!!! 2nd semester exam had finally ended and same goes to 2nd semester break. 3rd semester started three days ago and it was so rotting-ly boring. =p i know i have lots of grammar mistakes here...hurhur! I'm onlining in college internet lab now because unfortunately the internet at my apartment lot fall sick liao *shakeHead* poor thing...while cursing in mind *u cacat-ed internet...yish~*

XD I only have 2 subjects to study in 3rd sem which are Mass Media & Society and Tamadun Islam.

Monday - 10am-12am - MMS(L)
Tuesday - 11am-1pm - MMS(T)
Wednesday - 10am- 12pm - MMS(T), 3pm-5pm - TAM(L)
Thursday - 1pm-3pm - MMS(L)
Friday - 9am-11am - TAM(L)

Stated above is my 3rd semester timetable ^^ kiki~!!! *yawn* It's 1.25pm now and i'm feeling super sleepy T.T my next class at 3pm...apani?! Last night, suddenly I had terrible headache...sakit til tummy felt giddy and wanted to puke. Recently, my eyes gets weak and felt tired easily *shakeHead* no good at all. I guess cuz my body lacks of vitamines. Last 2 semester ago =p I've been very lazy to eat vitamines..hurhur! Don't worry yet XD cuz I've started to eat it again ^^ kiki!

*yawn* facing the comp so much makes me feel tired. *waving* cyaz my friend ^^ i cabut dulu. Update you all again in my next update ^^ takeCare~

sadSADsad~

*Sigh* Today, Lynn went back to Ipoh as well. She was the one and only companion to me since tuesday. Suesue, Lsimz and szemin left Kampar right after their last exam paper on tuesday. This afternoon...T.T my only companion left me too *sobSob* I'm feeling so lonely over here in Kampar. So many empty parking space at our apartment lot. I can only see six vehicles here. Imagine how quiet and empty it is over here. T.T Why you all don't accompany me here? It is so scary for me as a girl being lonely over here. I feel so...soSO....soSosoSoso......HUNGRY~!!!!!!!!! It's raining cats and dogs here and there's no left over food in the apartment here for me to eat. I am starving~!!!!!

Today, I stayed back in college til 6pm to STUDY. Can you believe that? chiaChia is studying for her exam. Honestly, =p actually I don't believe it also because I'll rather sleep most of the time..heaHea...ask those who know me and you'll know too. This semester is the first time I join in my classmates for group revision and they did help me alot. Hopefully I can at least pass all my exam papers. I don't care what grade I'll have but I'm praying hard for me to pass all exam papers and I'm serious about it. Maybe I'm not as hardworking as the rest of my housemates, but I can tell you that I'm trying my very best here. Hopefully GOD will bless me with good results that I'll feel happy about it.

Hmmm....tomorrow I'll sit for my last exam paper for 2nd semester which is the Public Relation paper. XD My classmates named this paper as Power Ranger paper...hueHue...I also don't know why. Tomorrow my paper from 2pm-4pm and XD finally I'll be able to join the rest of my collegemates to enjoy freedom too....YAAaaayyyyyy....ikiKIki~!!!!! Finally ^^ tomorrow I can return back to Ipoh too...heaHea! There will gonna be the return of chiaChia...ikiKIki~!!!!!!!!!!

There is soSOsoSOsoSOsooooo.....many things I want to do when I'm back. Til then *chiaChia waving* cya people in Ipoh oh ^^

JING JING DI [silently]

Recently, since the taiwan drama...Silence was aired in TV, our whole housemates have been singing/listening to this song nearly everyday. ^^ I'm one of them too though i know I don't have a sweet voice to be a singer, I just don't know why i'll sing along with the music when the song was played and of course when there was no one around. Recently, i'm just in the mood of this song.

Below is the lyric of that song i told you just now.

Kong qi li dou zhe shen me
You dian lang man de xin dong
Wo tou tou kan ni
Ni ye tou tou kan wo
Shi jie shang duo le shen me
Hao xiang bian de hen bu tong
Zhan zai ni shen bian
Zhe yi qie dou hao kuan guo

*Wo hai zai deng zhe ni
Jing jing de ai wo
Zhi yao you ni pei wo
Jing jing de zou ju gou
Ni ye zai deng zhe wo
Jing jing de wen rou
Jiu zhe yang shou qian shou
Jing jing de kan zhe tian kong

Xin li mian chang zhe shen me
Ni zhi xiang yao rang wo dong
Yuan lai wo de meng
Ye jiu shi ni de meng
Zhi tiao shang xie le shen me
Wo hao xiang yao zi ni shuo
Rang zi zi ju ju
Cong mang wo men de xiao rong

Repeat *

Yong yuan yao ji de
Na tian bi ci xu xia de ceng nuo
Xun jian dian liang de huo hua
Shi wo men de yang you

Repeat *

Jing jing de shou qian shou
Shi zui jian dan de meng

To me, this song just touched my heart in a way. Maybe it does not touch you but it did to mine and i =)

UN-HAPPINESS

Two papers had passed... FIVE papers more to sit for T.T why am I the last one to leave Kampar? Why Oh Why? Kenapa larh ini berlaku pada diri ku? Tomorrow my room-mate(lsimz..that bamBam), sueSue and szeMin gonna return to Ipoh after their 2pm-4pm BIS paper. They will only return again on the 3rd and 6th of February. They are not going to overnight in Kampar on that two days. They will immediately return to Ipoh again after their exam papers. *sobSob* left chuilynn and I here only. The house is so quiet and empty without those three musketeers. It's extra scary and extra quiet at night...Oh No~!!! The three girls can be free from exam on the 6th of February, Chuilynn on the 8th and me is the last one to return to Ipoh..wehWEHweh~!!!!!

I'm feeling unhappy each passing day. I'm waiting to fly back to Ipoh again. I feel so...miss Ipoh...my hometown beneath all the twinkling stars above. Why lerh my exam papers have to skip so many days? I prefer to have it on alternate days then quickly merdeka erh. sadSAdsad...so sad! My head is getting heavier each day though that bamBam's head more berat than mine. I feel like standing on the window sill in my room here and shout my heart out to the world out there. ^^ I know a good place in Ipoh where I can do that too and that place is much higher than here.

There's so many things I wana do and I guess I'm gonna do it after exam. I'm waiting for my exam days to pass so i can leave this not so happy place. Hopefully i'll be back in Ipoh in one piece...safe and sound. That bamBam killed my guardian angel...white butterfly. That rama-rama took care of me for two days when the rest were not around. *smackHead* she killed it and made a little burial for it in the toilet bowl then she flushed it away.

Oh...my white guardian angel, please forgive that bamBam. She's just...erm...evil toward you but she's kind toward me. She'll takeCare of me but will not be my guardian angel. So, you don't have to worry bout me too much. May you rest in peace....my white guardian angel who got flushed down the toilet bowl.

So, bamBam...I know you're reading this. Please do not kill another butterfly when you see it again. They are as innocent as 'you' (cross finger) do.

As a reminder, do not sepak me down from the bed after you read this..iyorhIyorh~!!!! ^^

EXAM SEASON

Yesterday was the first day of our exam which is 25th January 2007...ENGLISH PAPER~!!!!! My exam venue was at the library block..D109. The first thing I went into the hall, I find the last seat under my course then sat on it. I duduk paling belakang and I was shivering, nearly pengsan kesejukan. =p I didn't take my sweater along...kieOkie..my fault and padan muka me. When I start to do the second part of the paper, IYARK...headache struck me. Out of nowhere, my head was aching. Maybe because it was too cold and I was attacked with brain freeze. 5 minutes left and I still couldn't think of the answer for the last question on the last part of the paper. *smackHead smackHead* I was smacking my head because there was no water for me to sprinkle..heaHeahea *ahem* =p so mm guan si tim. Then, I began to make a flashback bout me and...(name is confidential). Suddenly, out of nowhere again, the answer for the last question popped-up in my mind and I was WIKIKIKIKI ^^ jumping joyfully in my mind..kiKiki!!!!

During the night, I did some revision again AND....I had a friend with me. This friend of mine is also your friend and a good one indeed.

recognise her? ^^ She's the one and only...MOI LING SIM!!!!!!!

She's unique..buohohoho! Just look at the way she study...creative leh?! Actually, she was squatting at the balcony and study geh. Unfortunately, she saw a dead little lizard being eaten by ants and there were weird noises from the mamak stall opposite our apartment therefore she decided to shift back into the living room and have her revision with me. ^^ I had a company..kikikiki~!!!!!

oOpszie..little linggi shyShy d.

Hmmmm....I wonder why she's so shy over here when she kinda often snaps her own pictures by herself. If you all want to know her more, heaHeahea...I'm sure you all have her msn,friendster and contact number. You all can always learnt to do your revision in a creative style like our little linggi here.

XD sorry little linggi! I'm too free so decided to update this...buohohohoho~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SORRY =(

I'm sorry to you~

I'm truely sorry to my friend whose picture is above...LEE SENG FOO. I've been a badGirl to him recently and a really stubborn friend when he gave me advice. I didn't want to follow lingsim's style of saying sorry..(the 1000 words) so I decided to do it this way instead.

Minta maaf kawan ku. I'd rather you scold me right in my face than giving me silent treatment. I'll wait til your temper decrease.

I'll be waiting right here for you to beng me =) cuz I know I did wrongly this time.

EXAM....HAOSI...PEPERIKSAAN

Oh no...hari kiamat ku sudah menjelang. The season when influenza attack wa. That's the symtom that tells wa...EXAM IS HERE and it's attacking the inner wa. TARC's final exam season is from 25th January 07- 10th February 07.

25th Jan 07 - ENGLISH - 2pm to 4pm

27th Jan 07 - KB2 - 9am to 11am

31st Jan 07 - E-PUBLISHING - 2pm to 4pm

2nd Feb 07 - LAW - 2pm to 4pm

7th Feb 07 - DRAMA - 2pm to 4pm

8th Feb 07 - IT(resit) - 2pm to 4pm

9th Feb 07 - PUBLIC RELATION - 2pm to 4pm

Hadjorjorjor~!!!!!!!!!!

Apasal inimacam? Haihz... the bluish wordings above is wa's course's exam timetable. T.T Compare to wa's housemates exam timetable, my exam period is the longest and wa is the last one to return to Ipoh...hadjorjorjor~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*shakeHead*

T.T WHY,KENAPA...?



What can you really see in her?



As usual, I sure have flu during exam season. Every year also the same...hadjorjor~!!!!! BUT....why this year my flu brought a friend along? Flu brought sadness into me. I don't like this feelings. I don't like the friend of flu. Sadness is evil-ish~!!! It takes my tears away from my body.

Exam coming liao...25th January - 10th February. My exam date is on the 25th, 27th, 31st, 2nd, 7th, 8th and 9th. This round I totally have no confidence on this final exam at all. I've thought of giving up and start a new life somewhere where no one knows me. But..asking myself...where can I go? Without proper education, I'll end up as nothing in the society. My friends all coping and catching up with their own studies and life and I'm hear...total blur..in total sadness. Somewhere inside me..tears trickling. I don't want to fail? I want to pass all my exam papers. At least I want to graduate from diploma and get a job out there with that certificate. Suddenly..sadness filling-up my body. I want a bearHug now. I want a star. I want my luckyStar.

Why I have to be like this? Why am I like this? Why GOD made me inimacam? Why am I a weak girl? Why am I so easily emotional? How come I'm not like the other strong people out there? They can face their life and hold on tightly to their fate.

Me?? *shakeHead* I'm weak inside and out. I only know how to cakap but not once I've fulfilled what I said.

*tears trickling inside my heart*

HOROSCOPES~


SCORPIO
.Can be mean.
.EXTREMELY sexy
.Intelligent
.Energetic
.Predict future
.Most erotic>(Freak in bed.)>(GREAT kisser.)
.Always get what they want
.Sexy
.Attractive
.Easy going
.Loves being in long relationships
.Talkative
.The sexiest ever....>Romantic.>Caring

LIBRA
.Very pretty
.Very romantic
.Nice to everyone they meet
.Their Love is one of a kind
.Silly, fun and sweet
.Have own unique sexiness
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.Amazing n Bed..!!!>Did I say Amazing in Bed?
.not the kind of person you wanna ........ with cause u might end up crying
.the most irresistible

ARIES
.Outgoing
.lovable
.Spontanious
.Not one to ........ with. cause u might end up in a wheelchair
.Erotic
.Funny.
.Take you on trips to the moon in bed
.excellent kisser
.EXTREMELY sexy
.Loves being in long relationships.=)
.Addictive
.best in bed

AQUARIUS
.Trustworthy
.Sexy
.Great kisser
.One of a kind
.Loves being in long-term relationships
.Extremely energetic
.unpredictable
.will exceed your expectations
.Not a Fighter, But will Knock yourl ights out
.Amazing in bed
.THE BEST LOVERS BETTERTHAN EVERYONE!

GEMINI
.Nice
.Love is one of a kind
.Great listeners
.VERY GOOD IN BED!!!
.Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out
.Trustworthy
.Always happy
.Loud
.Talkative
.Outgoing
.Very forgiving
.Loves to make out
.Has a beautiful smile
.Generous
.Strong

LEO
.Great talker
.Sexy and passionate
.Laid back
.Knows how to have fun
.Is really good at kissing
.Unpredictable
.Outgoing
.Down to earth
.Addictive
.Attractive
.Loud
.Loves being in long relationships
.Talkative
.Not one to mess with
.Rare to find
.Good when found

CANCER
.Most amazing kisser
.Very high sex appeal
.Beautiful smile
.Love is one of a kind
.Loves being in long relationships
.Rare to find,easy to lose if you're not careful!
.Lovable
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.Entirely creative
.Random and proud of it
.Sweet personality
.Great listener

PISCES
.Caring and kind
.Smart
.Center of attention
.Too Sexy
.Very high sex appeal
.The best to find, hardest to keep
.Fun to be around
.Freak in the sheets
.Extremely weird but in a good way
.Super good in bed
.Good Sense of Humor!!!
.Thoughtful
.A partner for life

CAPRICORN
.Nice
.Sassy
.Intelligent
.Sexy
.Predict future
.Irrestible, awes0me kisser
.Loves being in long relationships
.Great talker
.Always gets what he or she wants
.BY FAR the BEST in BED
.Very sexy
.Coolest
.Loves to own Gemini's in sports
.very funny
.loves to joke
.Loves to be your first...so u'll never forget

TAURUS
.Aggressive
.Freak in bed
.Rare to find!
.Loves being in long relationships
.Likes to give a good fight for what they want
.Extremely outgoing
.Sexy as ........Very popular and Outstanding kisser
.Very funny
.Awesome personality
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.One of a kind
.Not one to ........ with
Are the most sexiest people on earth!

VIRGO
.Dominant in relationships
.Sexy
.someone loves them right now
.Freak in bed
.Always wants the last word
.Caring.>Smart.>Addictive.>Attractive.>Loud.>Loyal.>Easy to talk to
.Hard to forget

SAGITTARIUS
.Spontaneous
.Freak in Bed
.High sex appeal
.Rare to find
.Great when found
.So much love to give
.Not one to mess with
.Very romantic
.Nice to everyone they meet
.Silly, fun and sweet

buakakaka~ you guys/girls check it out yourselves.
Wa comment-less bout it =p