JING JING DI [silently]

Recently, since the taiwan drama...Silence was aired in TV, our whole housemates have been singing/listening to this song nearly everyday. ^^ I'm one of them too though i know I don't have a sweet voice to be a singer, I just don't know why i'll sing along with the music when the song was played and of course when there was no one around. Recently, i'm just in the mood of this song.

Below is the lyric of that song i told you just now.

Kong qi li dou zhe shen me
You dian lang man de xin dong
Wo tou tou kan ni
Ni ye tou tou kan wo
Shi jie shang duo le shen me
Hao xiang bian de hen bu tong
Zhan zai ni shen bian
Zhe yi qie dou hao kuan guo

*Wo hai zai deng zhe ni
Jing jing de ai wo
Zhi yao you ni pei wo
Jing jing de zou ju gou
Ni ye zai deng zhe wo
Jing jing de wen rou
Jiu zhe yang shou qian shou
Jing jing de kan zhe tian kong

Xin li mian chang zhe shen me
Ni zhi xiang yao rang wo dong
Yuan lai wo de meng
Ye jiu shi ni de meng
Zhi tiao shang xie le shen me
Wo hao xiang yao zi ni shuo
Rang zi zi ju ju
Cong mang wo men de xiao rong

Repeat *

Yong yuan yao ji de
Na tian bi ci xu xia de ceng nuo
Xun jian dian liang de huo hua
Shi wo men de yang you

Repeat *

Jing jing de shou qian shou
Shi zui jian dan de meng

To me, this song just touched my heart in a way. Maybe it does not touch you but it did to mine and i =)

UN-HAPPINESS

Two papers had passed... FIVE papers more to sit for T.T why am I the last one to leave Kampar? Why Oh Why? Kenapa larh ini berlaku pada diri ku? Tomorrow my room-mate(lsimz..that bamBam), sueSue and szeMin gonna return to Ipoh after their 2pm-4pm BIS paper. They will only return again on the 3rd and 6th of February. They are not going to overnight in Kampar on that two days. They will immediately return to Ipoh again after their exam papers. *sobSob* left chuilynn and I here only. The house is so quiet and empty without those three musketeers. It's extra scary and extra quiet at night...Oh No~!!! The three girls can be free from exam on the 6th of February, Chuilynn on the 8th and me is the last one to return to Ipoh..wehWEHweh~!!!!!

I'm feeling unhappy each passing day. I'm waiting to fly back to Ipoh again. I feel so...miss Ipoh...my hometown beneath all the twinkling stars above. Why lerh my exam papers have to skip so many days? I prefer to have it on alternate days then quickly merdeka erh. sadSAdsad...so sad! My head is getting heavier each day though that bamBam's head more berat than mine. I feel like standing on the window sill in my room here and shout my heart out to the world out there. ^^ I know a good place in Ipoh where I can do that too and that place is much higher than here.

There's so many things I wana do and I guess I'm gonna do it after exam. I'm waiting for my exam days to pass so i can leave this not so happy place. Hopefully i'll be back in Ipoh in one piece...safe and sound. That bamBam killed my guardian angel...white butterfly. That rama-rama took care of me for two days when the rest were not around. *smackHead* she killed it and made a little burial for it in the toilet bowl then she flushed it away.

Oh...my white guardian angel, please forgive that bamBam. She's just...erm...evil toward you but she's kind toward me. She'll takeCare of me but will not be my guardian angel. So, you don't have to worry bout me too much. May you rest in peace....my white guardian angel who got flushed down the toilet bowl.

So, bamBam...I know you're reading this. Please do not kill another butterfly when you see it again. They are as innocent as 'you' (cross finger) do.

As a reminder, do not sepak me down from the bed after you read this..iyorhIyorh~!!!! ^^

EXAM SEASON

Yesterday was the first day of our exam which is 25th January 2007...ENGLISH PAPER~!!!!! My exam venue was at the library block..D109. The first thing I went into the hall, I find the last seat under my course then sat on it. I duduk paling belakang and I was shivering, nearly pengsan kesejukan. =p I didn't take my sweater along...kieOkie..my fault and padan muka me. When I start to do the second part of the paper, IYARK...headache struck me. Out of nowhere, my head was aching. Maybe because it was too cold and I was attacked with brain freeze. 5 minutes left and I still couldn't think of the answer for the last question on the last part of the paper. *smackHead smackHead* I was smacking my head because there was no water for me to sprinkle..heaHeahea *ahem* =p so mm guan si tim. Then, I began to make a flashback bout me and...(name is confidential). Suddenly, out of nowhere again, the answer for the last question popped-up in my mind and I was WIKIKIKIKI ^^ jumping joyfully in my mind..kiKiki!!!!

During the night, I did some revision again AND....I had a friend with me. This friend of mine is also your friend and a good one indeed.

recognise her? ^^ She's the one and only...MOI LING SIM!!!!!!!

She's unique..buohohoho! Just look at the way she study...creative leh?! Actually, she was squatting at the balcony and study geh. Unfortunately, she saw a dead little lizard being eaten by ants and there were weird noises from the mamak stall opposite our apartment therefore she decided to shift back into the living room and have her revision with me. ^^ I had a company..kikikiki~!!!!!

oOpszie..little linggi shyShy d.

Hmmmm....I wonder why she's so shy over here when she kinda often snaps her own pictures by herself. If you all want to know her more, heaHeahea...I'm sure you all have her msn,friendster and contact number. You all can always learnt to do your revision in a creative style like our little linggi here.

XD sorry little linggi! I'm too free so decided to update this...buohohohoho~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M SORRY =(

I'm sorry to you~

I'm truely sorry to my friend whose picture is above...LEE SENG FOO. I've been a badGirl to him recently and a really stubborn friend when he gave me advice. I didn't want to follow lingsim's style of saying sorry..(the 1000 words) so I decided to do it this way instead.

Minta maaf kawan ku. I'd rather you scold me right in my face than giving me silent treatment. I'll wait til your temper decrease.

I'll be waiting right here for you to beng me =) cuz I know I did wrongly this time.

EXAM....HAOSI...PEPERIKSAAN

Oh no...hari kiamat ku sudah menjelang. The season when influenza attack wa. That's the symtom that tells wa...EXAM IS HERE and it's attacking the inner wa. TARC's final exam season is from 25th January 07- 10th February 07.

25th Jan 07 - ENGLISH - 2pm to 4pm

27th Jan 07 - KB2 - 9am to 11am

31st Jan 07 - E-PUBLISHING - 2pm to 4pm

2nd Feb 07 - LAW - 2pm to 4pm

7th Feb 07 - DRAMA - 2pm to 4pm

8th Feb 07 - IT(resit) - 2pm to 4pm

9th Feb 07 - PUBLIC RELATION - 2pm to 4pm

Hadjorjorjor~!!!!!!!!!!

Apasal inimacam? Haihz... the bluish wordings above is wa's course's exam timetable. T.T Compare to wa's housemates exam timetable, my exam period is the longest and wa is the last one to return to Ipoh...hadjorjorjor~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*shakeHead*

T.T WHY,KENAPA...?



What can you really see in her?



As usual, I sure have flu during exam season. Every year also the same...hadjorjor~!!!!! BUT....why this year my flu brought a friend along? Flu brought sadness into me. I don't like this feelings. I don't like the friend of flu. Sadness is evil-ish~!!! It takes my tears away from my body.

Exam coming liao...25th January - 10th February. My exam date is on the 25th, 27th, 31st, 2nd, 7th, 8th and 9th. This round I totally have no confidence on this final exam at all. I've thought of giving up and start a new life somewhere where no one knows me. But..asking myself...where can I go? Without proper education, I'll end up as nothing in the society. My friends all coping and catching up with their own studies and life and I'm hear...total blur..in total sadness. Somewhere inside me..tears trickling. I don't want to fail? I want to pass all my exam papers. At least I want to graduate from diploma and get a job out there with that certificate. Suddenly..sadness filling-up my body. I want a bearHug now. I want a star. I want my luckyStar.

Why I have to be like this? Why am I like this? Why GOD made me inimacam? Why am I a weak girl? Why am I so easily emotional? How come I'm not like the other strong people out there? They can face their life and hold on tightly to their fate.

Me?? *shakeHead* I'm weak inside and out. I only know how to cakap but not once I've fulfilled what I said.

*tears trickling inside my heart*

HOROSCOPES~


SCORPIO
.Can be mean.
.EXTREMELY sexy
.Intelligent
.Energetic
.Predict future
.Most erotic>(Freak in bed.)>(GREAT kisser.)
.Always get what they want
.Sexy
.Attractive
.Easy going
.Loves being in long relationships
.Talkative
.The sexiest ever....>Romantic.>Caring

LIBRA
.Very pretty
.Very romantic
.Nice to everyone they meet
.Their Love is one of a kind
.Silly, fun and sweet
.Have own unique sexiness
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.Amazing n Bed..!!!>Did I say Amazing in Bed?
.not the kind of person you wanna ........ with cause u might end up crying
.the most irresistible

ARIES
.Outgoing
.lovable
.Spontanious
.Not one to ........ with. cause u might end up in a wheelchair
.Erotic
.Funny.
.Take you on trips to the moon in bed
.excellent kisser
.EXTREMELY sexy
.Loves being in long relationships.=)
.Addictive
.best in bed

AQUARIUS
.Trustworthy
.Sexy
.Great kisser
.One of a kind
.Loves being in long-term relationships
.Extremely energetic
.unpredictable
.will exceed your expectations
.Not a Fighter, But will Knock yourl ights out
.Amazing in bed
.THE BEST LOVERS BETTERTHAN EVERYONE!

GEMINI
.Nice
.Love is one of a kind
.Great listeners
.VERY GOOD IN BED!!!
.Lover not a fighter, but will still punch your lights out
.Trustworthy
.Always happy
.Loud
.Talkative
.Outgoing
.Very forgiving
.Loves to make out
.Has a beautiful smile
.Generous
.Strong

LEO
.Great talker
.Sexy and passionate
.Laid back
.Knows how to have fun
.Is really good at kissing
.Unpredictable
.Outgoing
.Down to earth
.Addictive
.Attractive
.Loud
.Loves being in long relationships
.Talkative
.Not one to mess with
.Rare to find
.Good when found

CANCER
.Most amazing kisser
.Very high sex appeal
.Beautiful smile
.Love is one of a kind
.Loves being in long relationships
.Rare to find,easy to lose if you're not careful!
.Lovable
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.Entirely creative
.Random and proud of it
.Sweet personality
.Great listener

PISCES
.Caring and kind
.Smart
.Center of attention
.Too Sexy
.Very high sex appeal
.The best to find, hardest to keep
.Fun to be around
.Freak in the sheets
.Extremely weird but in a good way
.Super good in bed
.Good Sense of Humor!!!
.Thoughtful
.A partner for life

CAPRICORN
.Nice
.Sassy
.Intelligent
.Sexy
.Predict future
.Irrestible, awes0me kisser
.Loves being in long relationships
.Great talker
.Always gets what he or she wants
.BY FAR the BEST in BED
.Very sexy
.Coolest
.Loves to own Gemini's in sports
.very funny
.loves to joke
.Loves to be your first...so u'll never forget

TAURUS
.Aggressive
.Freak in bed
.Rare to find!
.Loves being in long relationships
.Likes to give a good fight for what they want
.Extremely outgoing
.Sexy as ........Very popular and Outstanding kisser
.Very funny
.Awesome personality
.Most caring person you will ever meet!
.One of a kind
.Not one to ........ with
Are the most sexiest people on earth!

VIRGO
.Dominant in relationships
.Sexy
.someone loves them right now
.Freak in bed
.Always wants the last word
.Caring.>Smart.>Addictive.>Attractive.>Loud.>Loyal.>Easy to talk to
.Hard to forget

SAGITTARIUS
.Spontaneous
.Freak in Bed
.High sex appeal
.Rare to find
.Great when found
.So much love to give
.Not one to mess with
.Very romantic
.Nice to everyone they meet
.Silly, fun and sweet

buakakaka~ you guys/girls check it out yourselves.
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