AM I REALLY CLEAN?


CLEAN POINTS:

[ ] You still like to make friends w/ your enemies
[x] You love your cellphone...[the kandungan]
[x] You have your own room...[meanwhile kakak took over d]
[ ] You like modelling
[x] You own a drawer
[x] You have a diary
[ ] You love slum books
[x] You have pictures of your friends (even the oldones)...[yarh..heahea~]
[x] You always clean your room
[ ] You love organizing stuff
[x] You cook your own food ( somtimes )
[x] You have sang infront of the class and they liked it...[ wa taktao they suka anot leh]
[ ] You're always confident
[x] You make sure you don't forget anything for school ( hahah!)
[x] You automatically wake up for school
[ ] You always clean your house
[ ] You love reading books
[x] People tell you that you're a silent type ofperson
[ ] Your teacher gives you good grades even when you get a failing grade
[ ] You always have an award/honor
[ ] You hate dogs
[x] You love comedy movies...[it makes wa laugh]
[ ] You like your hair
[x] You love your parents
[x] You're in a group
[x] You're always early for school
[ ] You don't use the computer when there's an exam
[x] You love friendster...[wa like it not love =p]

TOTAL X's: 48
Multiply the total X's by 3


MESSY POINTS:

[x] You're lazy in studying...[wa admit]
[ ] You like rock music
[ ] You're parents (or anybody) still wakes you up for school
[ ] You wanna kill your enemies
[ ] Your room is dirty
[ ] You don't wash the dishes after you eat
[x] You surf the net everyday even though there's an exam
[ ] You haven't been an honor student ever since
[ ] You hate class
[x] You love tigers/snakes...[wa love tigger]
[ ] You tease your teachers infront of them (or when not looking)
[x] You say bad words
[ ] You're always late for school
[ ] You love the color grey
[ ] You wanna run away from your house
[ ] You wanna make friends with beautiful people
[ ] You make sure your friends are rich
[ ] People like you for your looks
[ ] You never smile
[ ] You throw stuff at people who teases you
[x] You make faces when yourprincipal/teacher/parents warns you
[ ] You hate cleaning

TOTAL X's: 17
Multiply the total X's by 3 and add 2


What if I'm clean or dirty? I'm still me =p

IS THAT MY TRUE PERSONALITIES?

: You are a passionate :
: caring, and unique person :
: You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals :
: You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily :
: Your heart tends to rule you :
: You can't make decisions without considering feelings :
: You seek out other empathetic people to befriend :
: Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships :
: In love, you give everything you have to relationships :
: You fall in love easily :
: At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career :
: With others, you communicate well :
: You can spend all night talking with someone :
: As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style :
: On weekends, you like to be with others :
: Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours :

http://www.blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/


What do you guys/girls think of mine? Is it accurate? True bout me?

THOSE WERE THE DAYS~

Sometimes, I'll think back of my past..all the happiness and sadness that I've gone through with some people. They were my friends, my family. I had shared many sweet moments with many different people. I had also shed tears with certain people. Through out the journey of my life, I experienced different taste of life-

Ini budak sesat fr the picture above.

That was during the time when i was about to depart to serve for NS. That was the moment where I truely learned the meaning of friendship. I never knew I'll miss them terribly. We shared happiness and sadness together. They were my good friends. That night was the 1st time I cried because of the separation we were going to face. You'll never know how the feelings is til you're about to separate. I was touched when my friends went to visit me in the hospital when I was admitted into it. That time I was thinking.. 'Will I get to stand on my own and walk out to my friends out there to thank them for being concerned?' ... 'Will I have the chance to have fun with them again?' ... 'Will I have the chance to take care of my parent?'. That moment I cried. My mom came to take care of me everynight while my dad took over on da day. That was the 1st time I realised how much they cared for me..how much they loved me. Care more bout your parents before you lose them. Care for your friends and know who really cares bout you before they walks out from your life.

Many things had changed since al of us departed for college life at different places. Some were homesick, some miss ipoh's food, some miss the people in ipoh and etc. I thought college life was fun

*Thinking*

There were sadness in me too after I started college life. I also miss many things back there in ipoh. The people, my family, my friends, my dearr, my doggie, my fishes, my aircond room. I know some of you out there also missing someone. I know there is someone in your heart where you couldn't forget about. Sometimes, I'll ask myself..'Could i forget the past?'... 'Could I just don't care bout all the memories I had with them?'.

I don't have a picture of me crying so I put this.

Honest speaking, I'm sure all of you can't just let go like that. I'm sure some of you shed some tears too when you really think of those memories. Memories together will always be in my heart no matter that person is still there or not. We might not be able to keep that person to ourself forever but we could keep their image and the memories we had together with us forever. When you lose someone, do not be sad. The person wouldn't want to see us unhappy. Be proud that you had moments and memories with them before these. Some of you will think that i'm stupid posting this kind of blog.

Suddenly, I missed my grandpa. It had been three years since the day he left me. He would buy me ice-cream whenever I cried. Then, he would tell me to not to cry. Before he passed-away, he told me not to cry because he could not be with me anymore.

Grandpa said:

Do not cry my girl. I might not be able to be there for you any longer but my soul and the memories we had together will forever be with you in your heart. I could no longer buy you ice-creams when you cry. You're now a big girl. You must learn to take care of yourself. Many people worry and cares bout you.

I'm sorry my friends. I know I always asked for ice-cream from you all. To me, there is a meaning for the ice-cream. Some of you might think back of something or someone when you see something.

Is there anyone in your mind right now? Are you missing them? Sometimes, a simple greeting can show how much you still care for that someone. Let them know while they're still here to listen. Care for them as much as you want while they could still know bout it. You might say that you don't care. But... is it really true? You really don't miss them? You really don't care bout them anymore? All these... only you'll know. Ask yourself...'Is it true with what you said compare to the one in your mind?'.

When I was younger, I don't care about many things. I didn't know how the reality was. As I grow older, as I experienced more things in life, I began to realised many things. I realised how I really feel towards certain things or certain people. I learned to think carefully before making any final decision. I always regret after doing certain things without really thinking carefully. Did you experienced the same thing too?

*thinking again*

A decision will decide your next step. It will affect your future. Will you regret or not.. it all depends on your final decision. Sometimes, I wished I could be a lilGirl and never grow up. But, in reality, we're teenagers now. We have to learn to adapt to all the changes in life. Different things and different people will come into our life as we proceed.

Do you miss those days behind? Are you ready for the future?

The answers to all the questions lies deep in your heart. All you have to do is just sit back and think carefully. Real careful and you'll know what to do. Hope you'll found the answers to the questions you were guessing all these while.

This post might not be 'guan si' at all. But do think about it. =) All the best~

Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)

if a kiss is the Language of Love, then we have a lot to talk about it
...methods of Love....

-kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
-kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
-kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
-kiss on the neck------"we belong together"
-kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
-kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
-holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"
-a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
-slap on the butt----"thats mine"
-playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"
-holding on tight----"don't let go"
-looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"
-pulling hair on head----"tell me you loveme"
-arms around the waist---"i love you too much tolet go"

=advice=

if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...
close your eyes and you'll be able to feel the true feelings.

So,anyone of you out there who did any of those above?

EXAMS~OH nO~!!!!


It's 5.53am in the morning and I'm still awake. There are notes on MassComm subject scattered all over the table in the living room. There are 8 hours more and I'll be sitting in the exam hall, staring at the test paper with a blank mind.

I never like the exam period. It sarks alot to me. I've read all the important points in the notes but I still can't get all of it locked in my memory box.

HAaiihzz~!!!! Apa mao buat ni? Later I've to sit for this paper gar..hadjorjor~

I took a short nap earlier on, fr 3.40am to 4.30am. I'm supposed to feel energetic,right?! But then, I felt sleepy..sigh. Everyone is in their dreamland now and I'm here typing on my blog.

Ok..I is sarks! *sighing again*

How come my brain is not functioning as I wanted it to be? If only I have a smarter mind in brain. If only I'm a smart kid. If only I can memorize everything at one shot. If only I did more frequent revisions on my studies. If only I paid extra more attention in class. If only I did all the tutorial questions given by the lecturers.

HAaiihz~!!!! If only~

Now, at the wrong time, I'm beginning to regret. If only I was more hardworking and listened to all the naggings fr my housemates and friends whom were nagging me to study more and do more revisions.

It's 6.16am in the morning already. A blink of an eye and I'll be sitting in the exam hall, preparing to answer those questions which looks like aliens to me. Hmmmm....I shall continue to do my revision and try to insert all the notes that I've read into my 'chidunz' memory box. Hopefully I'll be able to score or at least pass this subject.

*worrying*

The power of fear is in my soul....*sigh*. Wish me all the best.

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST~

[x] the dark...(i never like being in darkness alone)
[x] staying single....(wawa..i dunwana be lonely when no 1 is no longer around me)
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth...(is it super painful to give birth?)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights...(yarh yarh,wa takut ketinggian)
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects..(they annoy me)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)...(o.O what will they do to me?)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] water...(water spirit O.O)
[ ] the ocean
[x] pools...(being alone in it is scary)
[x] failure...(no 1 wants failure)
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads...(eww~)
[x] mice/rats...(=O)
[x] jumping from high places...(*pengsanz*)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[x] clowns...(some have evil smile)
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil...(erm..wa haven't meet one =p)
[x] crossing bridges...(what if it breaks into half?)
[x] death...(macam tidur aja but i still wana wake-up)
[x] Hell...(i never like that place)
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility...(wa taktao handle stuff well =p)
[x] doctors, including dentists..(i nvr like to meet them)
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[x] ghosts...(hoho..i like casper =p)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things...(i still want to see my loved ones) ^^
[x] being deaf...(i can't live without music)
[x] growing up..(i wana remain as a lilgirl)
[x] being murdered in my sleep...(i still wana see the world)

=p Hurhur~
meanwhile i'll update like this first since i have no idea what else to type. Now you all know what i'm afraid of. So, please do not use those to scare me or else i'll haunt you...buohohoho~