LAST POST BEFORE I LEAVE...for ns.

Sudah masa for us to leave each other and its the beginning of the new chapter of our life.

Life has always been like that.There are happiness and sadness in it.When we're happy..we cry so the tears of happiness could flow down our cheeks.When we're sad..we cry too.I realised each time i cried,I'll find something or someone to hug.When I hug them..I don't feel like letting them go.But,no matter what is it,I still have to loosen the hug and see them leave me...one by one.

In my 18yrs of life,I see all my loved ones,one by one leaving me behind.

First,it was my grandpa whom I'm closed to the most.He had passed-away 2yrs ago.He was the one who gave me a pat on my head and called me silly girl(I miss that calling..his voice).He was the one who wiped away the tears fr my eyes because no one ever did that to me.He was the one who took me to my neighbourhood playground every evening after dinner.He was the one who promised to buy me an ice cream if I promise him that i'll stop crying.I miss my grandpa..his voice..the touch of his hands when he wiped away my tears.If I have the chance to see my grandpa for one last time..I would want to tell him that..."Grandpa,I get to enter college already.I did it and I promise I'll study even harder in college....and...I miss you very much,grandpa."

I know that he had gone and left me,but no matter what,the image of him will forever be kept in my mind.


Now..its my friends turn to leave me.As I said..one by one is leaving me.Why do this have to happen?The friendship I have with all of you who is reading this now,I'll cherish all those moments we had together.I'll remember all the laughters and sorrows we shared together.Some of our friendships was short and long but no matter what is it...you're my friend...forever mine.

As all of you know that I'm not good with words.So,I'll end this blog with my own written poem.


FRIENDSHIP

Memories of the days we spent together
Will always I cherish
Together we struggled for survival
Through the hard times of our lives
The worst was yet to come
But together we tolerated and endured it
We shared fun and laughter
Jokes we told to each other
When I recalled the memories
one or two tears prickle on my eyes
The days will never come back
And there will no one like you
To help cheer me up...
in my melancholy
Things have changed now
Circumstances made us apart
But you will never change to me
Deep in my heart,
there you are....
a very special friend to me..
and always.

fInAl PoSt...

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As all of you know that i'm not good with words and sentences thats why i seldom update my blog XP

Today is friday,tomorrow is saturday and sunday is just around the corner.
What is with sunday?If you don't know,it is the day where the 2nd batch NS fellas gonna leave.It means that chingz,lsimz and i going to leave you all soon...vv soon.

Before i leave,i want to leave some of my wordings and sentences here ^.^

HEY...LINGSIM!!!..my great2 grandma and also my longest and closest friend(12yrs),if you're reading this..i want to say thanks for being my friend,thanks for helping me alot since primary 1,thanks for listening to me when i have something to say.Actually,THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!*HUGXX*.Sorry for shouting here but they said if your heart felt heavy and when your eyes are teary..SHOUT as loud as you can.So...MOI LING SIM,I'M GONNA MIZZ YOU ALOT!!!!! ^.^ You and your mongochai cute ler.Oh yarh..thanks for the b'day cake you baked for me.All these years,this is the 1st time my friends baked a b'day cake for me.Even my mom didn't do so.I'll remember the taste of that cake..it was tasty..really.

CHINGZ!!!!Hadjo..ini budak,studies mmg far more better than me,But..there are weakness in her too.There are certain stuff that she actually not dare to do.Physically mmg is a 18yr old teenage girl but mentally....should i say she is a 8yr old lilgirl?or younger than that?..=p Anyway,chingz..you're gonna leave soon,so just do whatever you think that you need to settle..your feelings and stuff,understand what i'm trying to say here?By the way,CHONG CHEE CHING....though i'm only close to you since f4,i do cherish those moments we had.Thanks for helping me in my studies,my problems and many other stuff.Oh yarh..!Most important is..thank you so much because without you i won't know kOkseng.Yarh..kOkseng..not your dad,k?!Luckily,we're gonna be in the same camp..thank the stars ^.^ Hmmm....CHONG CHEE CHING!!!!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TOO!!!! T.T

ONG SUE LING!!!!iiyoryor...ini budak.kinda lembik like me oso geh..or should i say you more lembik than me?i mean emotionally..=p this girl here taught me many stuff too...cooking?Without her i won't know how to make macaroni cheese..lolx.That was the 1st food she taught me.She did help me with my studies too..thx.I get to know her since f2 ten got closer in f3 and from there our friendship blossom =) We're gonna study in the same college and going to stay together too.Cook more nice food for me yarh?!..haha.Thanks for that chocolate mint cake you baked for me for my b'day..my favourite and it was delicious.I'll always remember that.Aihxx...as you know i'm not good with words,so...I'M GOING TO MIZZ YOU,ONG SUSU!!!!Can i don't leave? T.T

Hmmm...Wong Chui Lynn,got to know her through that sei keijoe.=p didn't expect that i'll get to know her more and then got closer to her too.Thats why,do expect the unexpected.She is a nice girl.Can chat whatever with her also.Hmmm...this girl here.Kinda same case with chingz also..not really dare to do what they relly want to do.Chuilynn..und me?By the way,thanks for being my friend.There is lots to say,tapi aku perkataan-less ler ^.^
I'm gonna mizz you in ns!!!

TAN THIAN HOE...GOR!!!!...MCFLURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEH MUN BEN!!!!Hmmmm....ini budak..MY HAM JIM PENG!!!!!!!!!!!

TIMMY MOONG...lingsimz's mongochai!!!!takeCare of great2 grandma o ^.^

LEE SENG FOO!!!!!!!!! dis budak here...am i gonna get more stars when i return? =)

WONG KEI JOE!!!!!!!!Erm...dunno what to say bout him pula.STOP THAT G THINGY!!!!!!!!!!Sei kjoe you.

Finale!!!!Sudah sampai soh lou's turn.Ini budak..my ngachoichai(taugeh).THANKS FOR EVERYTHING,SOHLOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yarh,i'm shouting here.You know why? i know why ^.^
I MIZZ YOU!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

I'M GONNA MIZZ EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO TAKECARE!!!!!!!!!!

MAY THE BRIGHTEST STAR SHINES ON YOU AND SHOWERS YOU WITH ALL THE GOODLUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ChiaYin will be back soon.

Mizz me?
look for the brightest star inda sky.
Why?
cuz chiayin will be looking at it too ^.^

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THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUP NOODLE ROX XD

Hurhur...we bought so many cup noodles fr tesco.Erm... wa know dat susu gonna bash me cuz i left her and went out at the vvv last minute.

Sori yarh =p

Sengfoo n kokseng tiba2 came to my house so we went out together with chingz n lingsim.We went tesco buy cup noodles only.There r still many other stuff dat we havent buy yet.Monday we go jj yarh?

You all want ur cup noodles,pay me...HEAHEAHEA!!!!!

Another plastic bag with lingsim.All together ada 2 plastic bags of cup noodles.1 with me,1 wif lingsim.

BUOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cup noodles...erm....ROX?

ONE MONTH EARLIER

....tepat-tepat 1mth earlier

Wa celebrating my 18th birthday tomorrow since sueling suggested it.She said ngam ngam 1mth earlier.My actual b'day is onda 3rd of april mer but that time i'll be in NS camp jor.

So...tomorrow those who're free,meet you all at happy valley at 7pm.

Sueling gonna bake me a b'day cake XD...thx susu!! =p

I'm celebrating at happy valley cuz tomorrow chingz n seng got work.

So...tomorrow cya at happy valley at 7pm yarh?!

XD