Monday, July 24, 2006

A DREADFUL DAY

I know I'm already a 18th years old girl and I shouldn't cry like a 8th years old girl but I just can't stop myself from doing so.Suddenly,I feel so...so...*CRYING*...SO PAINFUL ERR~!!!!!!

*sniff sniff*

*tears trickling down cheeks*

Last night,I got terrible sorethroat and a terrible flu.I spent most of the night going to the basin in the bathroom to clear my nose.I popped two strepsils into my mouth before going to bed.Thanks to sueling because she drove out to helped me buy strepsils for me.

=) thanks yarh?!

Today my class is at 1pm so I woke-up at 11am in the morning.My class is supposed to be from 1pm to 4pm but Ms Liew is not free today so the class ended at 3pm instead.When I reached home,I bathed again though I already took a bath at 11.30am (sueling and lingsim said I waste water for bathing so many times).

After bathing,I went to the kitchen and took my whole meal LA bread to eat cause it's going to expire tomorrow.I ate four slices of bread,spread with blackcurrant jam and peanut butter.I sms-ed my dearr while eating..hurhur ^^

Then,I decided to online awhile since I was bored.Halfway o2jam-ming,I felt like eating apple so I went to the kitchen again,opened the fridge and took a green apple out.While I was cutting the apple...suddenly....

*CHOPPED*

O.O uh oh~!!

*blood oozing out from last finger*

OMG~!!! I ter-chopped my last finger instead of the apple.

T.T malangnya aku *sobz sobz*

Lingsim gave me a plaster with kitty's face on it and helped me to wrapped it around the wound..thanks yarh?!
Thanks to chuilynn too for helping me to cut the rest of the un-cut apple =p

Now...
Finger feel very very painful er~!!!!!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

MY TIMETABLE...huehuehue~

Monday 1pm-3pm J003 mass communication(lecture) ms ivy choong
3pm-4pm J101 english language(lecture) ms winnie liew

Tuesday 9am-10am B005 kemahiran berkomunikasi 1(lecture) cik nurul
10am-12pm J017 modern electronic media(lecture) ms anne lam
1pm-3pm J019 e-commerce(lecture) mr yah

Wednesday 9am-11am J101 information technology(lecture) ms tan
1pm-3pm J119 mass communication(tutorial) ms ivy choong
3pm-4pm B005 english language(lecture) ms winnie liew

Thursday 2pm-3pm J003 kemahiran berkomunikasi 1(tutorial) cik nurul
3pm-4pm B001 english language(tutorial) ms winnie liew
4pm-5pm J011 e-commerce(tutorial) mr yah

Friday 9am-10am J115 information technology(tutorial) ms tan
10am-12pm J115 modern electronic media(tutorial) ms anne lam

TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN,KAMPAR BRANCH:SEMESTER 1,YEAR 1..2006/07

tHrOuGh ThE rAiN


When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is......

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is.....

I can make it through the rainI can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rainI can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain(Yes you can)
You will make it through the rain




Friday, May 26, 2006

entertain_less

KAMPAR ENTERTAIN-LESS ERRRRRRRRrrrr~!!!!!!

Wa's apartment havent haf d internet line yet..T.T cant online yet dats y pigi kampar's imax to on9.Sini punya imax really vvv kurang pple ger.Most of the students here take up business admin n accounting.Wa wonder there will be how many students in PR class.

Orientation week mmg ....sien ler.Today got outdoor games...played water games n treasure hunt.=P oni chuilynn n szemin went 4da water games.Lingsim,sueling n wa slept at home til noon then oni went for the treasure hunt .Tomorrow is talent time n da last day of orientation week liao...huehue.Next will be orientation night where every1 dress formally n mr/ms tarc wilbe diketahui.The 5 finalist will compete on dat nite...5guys n 5 girls in pairs.Before that,da 5 pairs will take pics in wedding gowns n tuxedo macam wedding pics then judges compare those pics then wa taktau apa lagi da finalist hafta do liao.The seniors havent set the orientation night date yet.

^^ chuilynn n sueling is 1 of the top 20 tallest girl in college here.We were separated into 20 groups in this orientation week mer.

T.T 1st week of college oni n wa so unlucky liao.they hafta send out 20 lenglui n lengchai out to compete for the mr/ms tarc n da 5 finalist will compete on orientation night.U noe y wa said dat wa vvv da unlucky anot?T.T wa was chosen to compete too.If wa is 1 if the 5 finalist..huehue..wa gonna pengsanz on stage.1st week oni sudah unlucky..haihzz.Wa's group mmg eyes got probz ger,choose wa..ish.

Haihzz...vvv sien er..on9-ing alone in imax now.The rest went to their group's meeting jor.Wa's group tarak meeting..bored.

Wa guess wa gtg liao.Go back rest 1st.1st week here sudah not feeling well.Flu..cough..sorethroat...really unlucky.

Sunday, May 07, 2006



tRuE fRiEnDs

.-''''-.-''''-.
(''( '.') '.')
(/);(/) );(/)

aRe GiFtS...
nOt EaSiLy GaInEd.
iT rOoTs FrOm OnE's HeArT..
aNd InVoLvE mEmOrIeS tHaT sTaY...
fOrEvEr!!!!!!

Apani?!!This are the effects of rotting.
One more week left and most of our friends here will be leaving for their further education liao.

Separation time.......again.

tO mEeT..tO kNoW..tO dEpArT..
iS tHe SaDdEsT tHiNg In A hUmAn HeArT.

It's difficult to find someone like you.It's like opening a hundred shells under the sea,just to find only a pearl.It's easy to make new friends,but not all of them will be the kinda friend we wanted them to be.I'm glad and proud to have the friends I have now.

College...I wonder how it's gonna be.Staying with friends for a few years,sitting with new classmates in class,new environment,new faces,etc etc.I have to be more independent,more brave,more confident on myself liao.If I lack of those attitude,I guess I'm going to be a loser...guar.Dad said.."In the world outside,you have to learn to be smart and alert all the time","No one going to help you,if you don't help yourself first".

Is it really that horrible out there,in the working world?

Hmmm....here,I'm going to wish all of you..my dear friends,all the best to you, no matter what decision you gonna make.

Monday, April 17, 2006

THANK YOU~

Thank you notes can be written for all sorts of occasions.
Sometimes it's nice to thank a friend for just being there during a difficult time.

There are so many occasions in life that call for a proper "THANK YOU".

Here,wa wana thank all of you out there who visited wa and care bout wa when wa was admitted into hospital ^.^

Wa don't know what more to say but...THANK YOU!!!!

^.^

Friday, March 17, 2006

LAST POST BEFORE I LEAVE...for ns.

Sudah masa for us to leave each other and its the beginning of the new chapter of our life.

Life has always been like that.There are happiness and sadness in it.When we're happy..we cry so the tears of happiness could flow down our cheeks.When we're sad..we cry too.I realised each time i cried,I'll find something or someone to hug.When I hug them..I don't feel like letting them go.But,no matter what is it,I still have to loosen the hug and see them leave me...one by one.

In my 18yrs of life,I see all my loved ones,one by one leaving me behind.

First,it was my grandpa whom I'm closed to the most.He had passed-away 2yrs ago.He was the one who gave me a pat on my head and called me silly girl(I miss that calling..his voice).He was the one who wiped away the tears fr my eyes because no one ever did that to me.He was the one who took me to my neighbourhood playground every evening after dinner.He was the one who promised to buy me an ice cream if I promise him that i'll stop crying.I miss my grandpa..his voice..the touch of his hands when he wiped away my tears.If I have the chance to see my grandpa for one last time..I would want to tell him that..."Grandpa,I get to enter college already.I did it and I promise I'll study even harder in college....and...I miss you very much,grandpa."

I know that he had gone and left me,but no matter what,the image of him will forever be kept in my mind.


Now..its my friends turn to leave me.As I said..one by one is leaving me.Why do this have to happen?The friendship I have with all of you who is reading this now,I'll cherish all those moments we had together.I'll remember all the laughters and sorrows we shared together.Some of our friendships was short and long but no matter what is it...you're my friend...forever mine.

As all of you know that I'm not good with words.So,I'll end this blog with my own written poem.


FRIENDSHIP

Memories of the days we spent together
Will always I cherish
Together we struggled for survival
Through the hard times of our lives
The worst was yet to come
But together we tolerated and endured it
We shared fun and laughter
Jokes we told to each other
When I recalled the memories
one or two tears prickle on my eyes
The days will never come back
And there will no one like you
To help cheer me up...
in my melancholy
Things have changed now
Circumstances made us apart
But you will never change to me
Deep in my heart,
there you are....
a very special friend to me..
and always.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

fInAl PoSt...

^.^

As all of you know that i'm not good with words and sentences thats why i seldom update my blog XP

Today is friday,tomorrow is saturday and sunday is just around the corner.
What is with sunday?If you don't know,it is the day where the 2nd batch NS fellas gonna leave.It means that chingz,lsimz and i going to leave you all soon...vv soon.

Before i leave,i want to leave some of my wordings and sentences here ^.^

HEY...LINGSIM!!!..my great2 grandma and also my longest and closest friend(12yrs),if you're reading this..i want to say thanks for being my friend,thanks for helping me alot since primary 1,thanks for listening to me when i have something to say.Actually,THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!*HUGXX*.Sorry for shouting here but they said if your heart felt heavy and when your eyes are teary..SHOUT as loud as you can.So...MOI LING SIM,I'M GONNA MIZZ YOU ALOT!!!!! ^.^ You and your mongochai cute ler.Oh yarh..thanks for the b'day cake you baked for me.All these years,this is the 1st time my friends baked a b'day cake for me.Even my mom didn't do so.I'll remember the taste of that cake..it was tasty..really.

CHINGZ!!!!Hadjo..ini budak,studies mmg far more better than me,But..there are weakness in her too.There are certain stuff that she actually not dare to do.Physically mmg is a 18yr old teenage girl but mentally....should i say she is a 8yr old lilgirl?or younger than that?..=p Anyway,chingz..you're gonna leave soon,so just do whatever you think that you need to settle..your feelings and stuff,understand what i'm trying to say here?By the way,CHONG CHEE CHING....though i'm only close to you since f4,i do cherish those moments we had.Thanks for helping me in my studies,my problems and many other stuff.Oh yarh..!Most important is..thank you so much because without you i won't know kOkseng.Yarh..kOkseng..not your dad,k?!Luckily,we're gonna be in the same camp..thank the stars ^.^ Hmmm....CHONG CHEE CHING!!!!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TOO!!!! T.T

ONG SUE LING!!!!iiyoryor...ini budak.kinda lembik like me oso geh..or should i say you more lembik than me?i mean emotionally..=p this girl here taught me many stuff too...cooking?Without her i won't know how to make macaroni cheese..lolx.That was the 1st food she taught me.She did help me with my studies too..thx.I get to know her since f2 ten got closer in f3 and from there our friendship blossom =) We're gonna study in the same college and going to stay together too.Cook more nice food for me yarh?!..haha.Thanks for that chocolate mint cake you baked for me for my b'day..my favourite and it was delicious.I'll always remember that.Aihxx...as you know i'm not good with words,so...I'M GOING TO MIZZ YOU,ONG SUSU!!!!Can i don't leave? T.T

Hmmm...Wong Chui Lynn,got to know her through that sei keijoe.=p didn't expect that i'll get to know her more and then got closer to her too.Thats why,do expect the unexpected.She is a nice girl.Can chat whatever with her also.Hmmm...this girl here.Kinda same case with chingz also..not really dare to do what they relly want to do.Chuilynn..und me?By the way,thanks for being my friend.There is lots to say,tapi aku perkataan-less ler ^.^
I'm gonna mizz you in ns!!!

TAN THIAN HOE...GOR!!!!...MCFLURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEH MUN BEN!!!!Hmmmm....ini budak..MY HAM JIM PENG!!!!!!!!!!!

TIMMY MOONG...lingsimz's mongochai!!!!takeCare of great2 grandma o ^.^

LEE SENG FOO!!!!!!!!! dis budak here...am i gonna get more stars when i return? =)

WONG KEI JOE!!!!!!!!Erm...dunno what to say bout him pula.STOP THAT G THINGY!!!!!!!!!!Sei kjoe you.

Finale!!!!Sudah sampai soh lou's turn.Ini budak..my ngachoichai(taugeh).THANKS FOR EVERYTHING,SOHLOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yarh,i'm shouting here.You know why? i know why ^.^
I MIZZ YOU!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

I'M GONNA MIZZ EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO TAKECARE!!!!!!!!!!

MAY THE BRIGHTEST STAR SHINES ON YOU AND SHOWERS YOU WITH ALL THE GOODLUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^.^

ChiaYin will be back soon.

Mizz me?
look for the brightest star inda sky.
Why?
cuz chiayin will be looking at it too ^.^

^.^

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 04, 2006

CUP NOODLE ROX XD

Hurhur...we bought so many cup noodles fr tesco.Erm... wa know dat susu gonna bash me cuz i left her and went out at the vvv last minute.

Sori yarh =p

Sengfoo n kokseng tiba2 came to my house so we went out together with chingz n lingsim.We went tesco buy cup noodles only.There r still many other stuff dat we havent buy yet.Monday we go jj yarh?

You all want ur cup noodles,pay me...HEAHEAHEA!!!!!

Another plastic bag with lingsim.All together ada 2 plastic bags of cup noodles.1 with me,1 wif lingsim.

BUOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cup noodles...erm....ROX?

Thursday, March 02, 2006

ONE MONTH EARLIER

....tepat-tepat 1mth earlier

Wa celebrating my 18th birthday tomorrow since sueling suggested it.She said ngam ngam 1mth earlier.My actual b'day is onda 3rd of april mer but that time i'll be in NS camp jor.

So...tomorrow those who're free,meet you all at happy valley at 7pm.

Sueling gonna bake me a b'day cake XD...thx susu!! =p

I'm celebrating at happy valley cuz tomorrow chingz n seng got work.

So...tomorrow cya at happy valley at 7pm yarh?!

XD

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

=.= TiTlE-lEsS

I hate da tiga benda thingy dat most of you out there post liao.My comp ....ISH!!...cacat.I retyped dat post for 5times d edy n when i was about to post...dc pula.

Thats da reason apasal i lazy to update blog..memafankan.

Finale...genting trip!!!!

I went to the genting office at greentown jor.I paid for 9pple punya tickets d.The other two more tickets on hold cuz jialoong n suetli haven't confirm.11pple goin genting but unfortunately,chingz can't make it.

Those who confirmed going genting:

1 chiayin
2 sueling
3 lingsim
4 chuilynn
5 kokseng
6 keijoe
7 timmy
8 thianhoe
9 cheekeen

Two more who belum lagi confirm:

1 suetli
2 jialoong

Those who paid me liao:

1 sueling
2 thianhoe
3 chuilynn
4 kokseng
5 cheekeen

Those who still hutang me:

1 keijoe
2 lingsim
3 timmy
4 suetli
5 jialoong


HMMMmmm....so sementara is liddat lor.

The trip onda 7,8,9 of march.Bus bertolak at 9am at genting office in greentown.Onda 9th,when we balik..bus bertolak at 3pm.


Friday, February 24, 2006

3more days to go n...

...i can cabut lu.

~no more customers to serve
~no more tables to wipe
~no more food to carry
~no more dishes to wash
~no more water to sprinkle..splash..pour..shower..RAIN =p
~no more chiayin in happy valley =p

tiba2 macam tak sampai hati to leave happy valley pula =.=

NONONONO!!!!!~

watashiwa kenot lembut hati.muz leave by next tuesday...heahea.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

7more days...

...and i'll fire dat manager(******)

Can i sprinkle,splash or shower her on dat day?..cz dat will be da last day i'm working there.I'll take my gaji then go to the back of the shop n play with "some" water...buohohoho!!!!!!

Before all these,to me she was a friendly woman,but then...mana tahu sekelip mata ni,she changed into a...a....ISH!!!..dunwana think of her face liao.She pilih kasih n a pretender.

Luckily i'm off tmr..tak payah see her face.Even the fishes in the aquarium in my hse looks better than her,even my doggie more friendlier and nicer than her.

I'm so gonna.....sprinkle,splash,pour and if possible shower her on dat day.

We shall see what she is gonna do again today.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I WANT WHAT I WANT

Every1 are trying to get what they mahu n they r working for it now...(wa pun want =p).

~Wa wana learn to fold dolphins(i noe its impossible =.=)
~I want 1million stars for my b'day(..so i can haf 1million wishes =p )
~Wa mau swim with dolphins(can i?..O_O )
~I want a cake made of fren'z love(baked by frenz) on my b'day =)
~Wa mau many many new stuff...(money susah 2get out fr my pocket)
~I want senget lips =p (any1 c it?..)


I WANT WHAT I WANT!!!!
WA MAHU APA YG WA MAHU!!!!!

Dunno bila ni i'll get wat i wanted above.HmMm...
I WANT WHAT I WANT

Every1 are trying to get what they mahu n they r working for it now...(wa pun want =p).

~Wa wana learn to fold dolphins(i noe its impossible =.=)
~I want 1million stars for my b'day(..so i can haf 1million wishes =p )
~Wa mau swim with dolphins(can i?..O_O )
~I want a cake made of fren'z love(baked by frenz) on my b'day =)
~Wa mau many many new stuff...(money susah 2get out fr my pocket)
~I want senget lips =p (any1 c it?..)


I WANT WHAT I WANT!!!!
WA MAHU APA YG WA MAHU!!!!!

Dunno bila ni i'll get wat i wanted above.HmMm...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

18TH BIRTHDAY...HOPEFULLY

I'm celebrating my 18th birthday onda 17th of march cuz that day is my chinese b'day according to the chinese calendar.It is a friday..2 days before i leave for NS.Since i won't be able to celebrate my actual birthday with you all which is on the 3rd of april then i shall celebrate it on my chinese birthday.I'll let you all know more bout it later.

Hopefully you all can make it ler =) I'm getting my mom to bake me a cake 4me since she never bake 1 before.Hopefully she can make it.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

JOKES FOR VALENTINE


What do farmers give their wives on Valentine's Day?
Hog and kisses!

What would you get it you crossed Odie with the God of love?
A stupid cupid!

Why did the pig give his girlfriend a box of candy?
It was Valenswine's Day!

Do skunks celebrate Valentine's Day?
Sure, they're very scent-imental!

What did the chocolate syrup say to the ice cream?
"I'm sweet on you!"

What did the paper clip say to the magnet?
"I find you very attractive."

What did the French chef give his wife for Valentine's Day?
A hug and a quiche!

What would you call a woman who goes out with Jon?
Desperate!

What did one pickle say to the other?
"You mean a great dill to me."

Knock, Knock!
Who's there?
Olive.
Olive who?
Olive you!

What did the elephant say to his girlfriend?
"I love you a ton!"

What did the bat say to his girlfriend?
"You're fun to hang around with."

Did you hear about the nearsighted porcupine?
He fell in love with a pincushion!

What did the pencil say to the paper?
"I dot my i's on you!"

Liz: "I can't be your valentine for medical reasons."
Jon: "Really?"
Liz: "Yeah, you make me sick!"

Why did the cannibal break up with his girlfriend?
She didn't suit his taste!
SOMEWHERE OUT THERE

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of you and loving you tonight
Somewhere out there someone is saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that dream somewhere out there

And even though i know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

O_O WHAT?!?!

TARC in kampar dunhaf masscomm..broadcast?!?!..apa ni.Only have public relation under masscomm.Watashiwa not interested in that oso T.T
Before the edufair in kl n b4 i noe boue TARC,my parent n i went and check out in sunway college ipoh before.Sana have courses like business,accounting n marketing oni.All oso gotta do wif calculations n numbers geh n i'm horribly weak in numbers.When we were there,the counsellor intro bout marketing to my parent.He said ada masa depan yg cerah n my parent was like persuading me to study marketing..mata terbeliak.That time lingsim and sueling dunno where to go yet n i was like..Sunway College Ipoh..hmmm....i don't have frenz there wor.Then after the edufair,sueling n lingsim decided n confirmed to go TARC kampar.Yesterday,sueling tiba2 sms n said she most probably goin kl TARC..apa ni.She gonna study masscomm..advertising.Tarc kampar tarak wor.Masscomm in kampar oni have public relation..apa ni.Chingz gonna go TOA n lingsim goin TARC kampar.My parent secara tegas don't let me go kl..want me to stay in ipoh 1st.I only have two choices..either public relation in TARC kampar or marketing in Sunway College ipoh.Hmm..both oso i dunhaf interest in it geh.Aihx...cz i'm weak in numbers so marketing not suitable for me.Left 1pilihan oni now...public relation in kampar lor.My dream to study broadcasting sudah terbang away from me liao.

OUT OF THE BLUE

I was blogging halfway den chat with sueling.Then....tears T.T A month left to be 2geta with frenz ni.Out fr NS all will terus in college d...apa ni.Tiba2 time past so fast..apa ni.Though chingz n i same NS camp but she'll leave me too soon cuz she goin kl TOA.T.T i dunlike this.Though lingsim goin kampar..same college with me but she taking business course..how to help me with my assignments?I need help all the time.I dunno will end up taking wat course oso...aihx...


LOVE QUOTES

-If music be the food of love,play on

-Grow old along with me,the best is yet to be

-Love is the enchanted dawn of every heart

-Charm is a way of getting the answer yes without having asked any clear question

-One of the keys to happiness is a bad memory

-Love may not make the world go round,but i must admit that it makes the ride worthwhile

-Love is like the measles;we all have to go through it

-It is never too late to fall in love