THE 'LIMA' THINGS~

5 things wa want to do after final exam...

1~ tidur secukupnya
2~ spent time with family
3~ spent time with friends
4~ makan scrumptious food
5~ spent time with my dearr ^^

5 persons or things that wa miss the most...

1~ wa's family
2~ lama tak jumpa punya kawan
3~ susah mao jumpa punya dearr
4~ delicious food
5~ stars in the sky

5 crazy stuffs wa want to do during my coming semester break...

1~ stuff that wa not dare to do o.O
2 - 5~ taktao lagi

5 happenings during the weekends...

1~ yumchar
2~ kacau pple
3~ shopping
4~ cuci muka??
5~ lompat sini sana

5 most wanted things on my pc list...

1~ webcam??
2~ new pc [ini mao breakdown again]
3~ lebih lembut punya keyboard [is there such thing?]
4 - 5~ taktao lagi [wa not good in pc stuff =p ]

5 lengzhais/lengluis wa have met so far in college...

1 - 5~ only wa know ...buakakakaka~

5 things wa hate about exam...

1~ hafal-ing
2~ pimples
3~ tak cukup sleep
4~ stress
5~ panda eyes

5 things to do if wa have a car...

1~ decorate the inner according to wa punya suka
2~ take very good care of it
3~ drive out whenever wa suka to pple hse to kacau pple [since wa is the 1 who goona pay for petrol ]
4~ drive friends out since they fetch wa around kinda often before that.
5~ dunno

5 people wa tag...

1~ lingsim 2~ szemin 3~ sengfoo 4~munben 5~ thianhoe

BORED~

1 week left and 2nd semester going to start. Looking back of the sem break, I noticed that I didn't do anything and had wasted the time I had. I planned to swim, remember? Unfortunately, dad don't let me go...sigh! I'm bored and don't what else to do.

In the meantime, there is also something in my mind. In fact, there's a few thing in my mind which I've been thinking about for the past few weeks. 1 of it is about my exam results. I'm totally worried about it. Do not say that I have no confident in myself. I've been sitting for many exams since primary school and I know my standard and level of intelligence.

The other few more things which were playing in my mind, ^^ I don't plan to tell out here. By the way, those were histories. 1 thing for sure is, ofcourse I'm feeling scared bout it and still feeling so. Nevermind, I was just kind of expressing my thoughts here..hurhur~.

Today is tuesday and there's only 4 days left before I returm to Kampar. o.O suddenly I realised that there will be lots of stuff to shift back to Kampar on Sunday. Many things to arrange again..hadjorjor~. Back in Kampar that time, I'll eat less and drink more plain water. You know why I plan to do so? The reason is...

I'M LAZY TO BRUSH MY 'GIGI' SO MANY TIMES~!!!!!!!!!!

It's still painful when I brush my teeth. Each time, after I had my meal, I have to 'berus' my 'gigi'. So, I'd rather eat less and take in lots of plain water instead. Actually, I miss the tastes of many kind of food. There's so many food that I want to chew and taste it like I used to do before.

*sobSob*~

When will my teeth won't feel this painful anymore? It's kinda suffering looking at others chew their delicious food while I could only chew on soft food.

WAWAwuwuwowo.....~

I'm bored and can't think of any interesting thing to do.

*bang on wall again*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDAUNT~

Yesterday was my grandaunt's birthday. This post was supposed to be updated last night. Unfortunately, while I was half way typing this blog, I accidentally clicked on the 'power' button and the PC shut down. These had happened a few times already due to my carelessness (is there such a word?).

The birthday grandaunt which I don't know how old is she =p

We celebrated grandaunt's birthday at Menglembu's East Ocean Restaurant. The dish I likes the most was the lamb meat. I had that with a few sips of wine which actually turns out to be a few glasses of wine. My granduncle said it's good for blood circulation and made me drank a few glasses of it.

Dad and I after a few glasses of wine

Dad said my face always looks pale and blood-less. Recently, he made sure the family has at least a glass of wine during dinner. He said it's good for the skin complexion. Sometimes I wonder wheather is he training us with alcohol so we won't easily drunk when we drink with other people. Thinking bout that, it's not a bad thing either.

The blood is still circulating in me.

One thing for sure is that I cannot wear sleeveless top when I drink alcohol. This is because, the redness in me which is the blood circulating is obvious beneath my skin. There was once I wore a sleeveless top to a dinner and I took in alot of alcohol. After that, I noticed that my shoulder and back was so red. It's like the kind of allergic skin but I did not feel itchy.

Me in braces ='(

Can you see the sudden changes in me? That is me in braces. Mr Dentist put that on me, today. Earlier on, it was not painful. After I had a short nap, the pain woke me up. Out of a sudden, I felt so painful and still feeling it now. Can you spot the 'senget' teeth in my mouth? That's the reason all of the people in my family made me wear braces. They said my smile will look nicer after my 'gigi tersusun baik'. So, I have to bare with the pain for 2 years. I want to have a better and nicer 'gigi' and a smile, therefore I have to be patient.

The me before I put on braces.

Sigh~. It's so unlucky for me to not have a nice and neat row of 'gigi' since the day my 'gigi susu' were extracted. 'Akibatnya', I'm wearing that steel thing in my mouth now. Suddenly, I can't wait for the day when I don't have to wear braces anymore. It's painful and I couldn't chew anything now. I can only swallow and drink for the meantime.

*Haihz.....~*

ROTTING SEASON~

2nd sem starting on the 15th of october. Meanwhile, I'm rotting til 'sot' already. Sometimes, I wish that college can start soon so I don't have to rot like this.. [look below]

Rotting til bang on the beautiful wall of mine XD

Unfortunately, I couldn't join Suesue, chingz and etc along to genting. If not, I'll be having fun in the cold atmosphere up there with them. I want to go for a trip with friends again rather than rotting like that. I miss so many things and so many people..hadjor~

By the way, the dentist extracted 2 of my 'gigi' and I'm kind of 'gigi'-less now. The dentist shot my 'lelangit' with 6 injections. The feeling of numb was there til it went to my forehead..hadjorjor~.
Now, I can only chew on soft food and I eat kind of slow if the food takes a longer time to chew.

Gigi ku yang tengah berdarah~

Look how pityful am I recently...hadjorjorjor~. I ate so slow til by the time I finish my meal, I'm hungry again. This is because my digestion is working fast on my slow swallow. There are so many kind of food I want to eat but I'm not allowed to. All because of my 'gigi'...haihz!

Before the dentist extract my 'gigi', he made a mould to get the shape of my teeth. Then, he took two x-rays of my 'gigi' to make sure there's no broken bone or jaw and etc. After that, he told me to wait outside awhile while he attent to some other patients. After a few minutes, the nurse called me in again. The dentist told me that he was going to give me "an" injection which turns out to be SIX injections. He said that it's only like an ant bite but there were tears in my eyes. That is because he 'cucuk' me 'enam kali' or else there won't be tears at all.

"Mr Dentist...you lied to me. How come my sis only get ONE injection when she was wearing braces?."

The dentist told me to see him again on next monday(9th of october) at 10am. That will be the day he is going to put on braces for me. I guess I'm going to take only fluids after that. I know I'll be lazy to chew on food again with my 'gigi' like that. I'll upload pictures of me in braces that time and blog about the process of it in the dental clinic...if I remember bout it..heahea~.

Till then, see you again..tata~ ^^

AM I REALLY CLEAN?


CLEAN POINTS:

[ ] You still like to make friends w/ your enemies
[x] You love your cellphone...[the kandungan]
[x] You have your own room...[meanwhile kakak took over d]
[ ] You like modelling
[x] You own a drawer
[x] You have a diary
[ ] You love slum books
[x] You have pictures of your friends (even the oldones)...[yarh..heahea~]
[x] You always clean your room
[ ] You love organizing stuff
[x] You cook your own food ( somtimes )
[x] You have sang infront of the class and they liked it...[ wa taktao they suka anot leh]
[ ] You're always confident
[x] You make sure you don't forget anything for school ( hahah!)
[x] You automatically wake up for school
[ ] You always clean your house
[ ] You love reading books
[x] People tell you that you're a silent type ofperson
[ ] Your teacher gives you good grades even when you get a failing grade
[ ] You always have an award/honor
[ ] You hate dogs
[x] You love comedy movies...[it makes wa laugh]
[ ] You like your hair
[x] You love your parents
[x] You're in a group
[x] You're always early for school
[ ] You don't use the computer when there's an exam
[x] You love friendster...[wa like it not love =p]

TOTAL X's: 48
Multiply the total X's by 3


MESSY POINTS:

[x] You're lazy in studying...[wa admit]
[ ] You like rock music
[ ] You're parents (or anybody) still wakes you up for school
[ ] You wanna kill your enemies
[ ] Your room is dirty
[ ] You don't wash the dishes after you eat
[x] You surf the net everyday even though there's an exam
[ ] You haven't been an honor student ever since
[ ] You hate class
[x] You love tigers/snakes...[wa love tigger]
[ ] You tease your teachers infront of them (or when not looking)
[x] You say bad words
[ ] You're always late for school
[ ] You love the color grey
[ ] You wanna run away from your house
[ ] You wanna make friends with beautiful people
[ ] You make sure your friends are rich
[ ] People like you for your looks
[ ] You never smile
[ ] You throw stuff at people who teases you
[x] You make faces when yourprincipal/teacher/parents warns you
[ ] You hate cleaning

TOTAL X's: 17
Multiply the total X's by 3 and add 2


What if I'm clean or dirty? I'm still me =p

IS THAT MY TRUE PERSONALITIES?

: You are a passionate :
: caring, and unique person :
: You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals :
: You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily :
: Your heart tends to rule you :
: You can't make decisions without considering feelings :
: You seek out other empathetic people to befriend :
: Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships :
: In love, you give everything you have to relationships :
: You fall in love easily :
: At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career :
: With others, you communicate well :
: You can spend all night talking with someone :
: As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style :
: On weekends, you like to be with others :
: Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours :

http://www.blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/


What do you guys/girls think of mine? Is it accurate? True bout me?

THOSE WERE THE DAYS~

Sometimes, I'll think back of my past..all the happiness and sadness that I've gone through with some people. They were my friends, my family. I had shared many sweet moments with many different people. I had also shed tears with certain people. Through out the journey of my life, I experienced different taste of life-

Ini budak sesat fr the picture above.

That was during the time when i was about to depart to serve for NS. That was the moment where I truely learned the meaning of friendship. I never knew I'll miss them terribly. We shared happiness and sadness together. They were my good friends. That night was the 1st time I cried because of the separation we were going to face. You'll never know how the feelings is til you're about to separate. I was touched when my friends went to visit me in the hospital when I was admitted into it. That time I was thinking.. 'Will I get to stand on my own and walk out to my friends out there to thank them for being concerned?' ... 'Will I have the chance to have fun with them again?' ... 'Will I have the chance to take care of my parent?'. That moment I cried. My mom came to take care of me everynight while my dad took over on da day. That was the 1st time I realised how much they cared for me..how much they loved me. Care more bout your parents before you lose them. Care for your friends and know who really cares bout you before they walks out from your life.

Many things had changed since al of us departed for college life at different places. Some were homesick, some miss ipoh's food, some miss the people in ipoh and etc. I thought college life was fun

*Thinking*

There were sadness in me too after I started college life. I also miss many things back there in ipoh. The people, my family, my friends, my dearr, my doggie, my fishes, my aircond room. I know some of you out there also missing someone. I know there is someone in your heart where you couldn't forget about. Sometimes, I'll ask myself..'Could i forget the past?'... 'Could I just don't care bout all the memories I had with them?'.

I don't have a picture of me crying so I put this.

Honest speaking, I'm sure all of you can't just let go like that. I'm sure some of you shed some tears too when you really think of those memories. Memories together will always be in my heart no matter that person is still there or not. We might not be able to keep that person to ourself forever but we could keep their image and the memories we had together with us forever. When you lose someone, do not be sad. The person wouldn't want to see us unhappy. Be proud that you had moments and memories with them before these. Some of you will think that i'm stupid posting this kind of blog.

Suddenly, I missed my grandpa. It had been three years since the day he left me. He would buy me ice-cream whenever I cried. Then, he would tell me to not to cry. Before he passed-away, he told me not to cry because he could not be with me anymore.

Grandpa said:

Do not cry my girl. I might not be able to be there for you any longer but my soul and the memories we had together will forever be with you in your heart. I could no longer buy you ice-creams when you cry. You're now a big girl. You must learn to take care of yourself. Many people worry and cares bout you.

I'm sorry my friends. I know I always asked for ice-cream from you all. To me, there is a meaning for the ice-cream. Some of you might think back of something or someone when you see something.

Is there anyone in your mind right now? Are you missing them? Sometimes, a simple greeting can show how much you still care for that someone. Let them know while they're still here to listen. Care for them as much as you want while they could still know bout it. You might say that you don't care. But... is it really true? You really don't miss them? You really don't care bout them anymore? All these... only you'll know. Ask yourself...'Is it true with what you said compare to the one in your mind?'.

When I was younger, I don't care about many things. I didn't know how the reality was. As I grow older, as I experienced more things in life, I began to realised many things. I realised how I really feel towards certain things or certain people. I learned to think carefully before making any final decision. I always regret after doing certain things without really thinking carefully. Did you experienced the same thing too?

*thinking again*

A decision will decide your next step. It will affect your future. Will you regret or not.. it all depends on your final decision. Sometimes, I wished I could be a lilGirl and never grow up. But, in reality, we're teenagers now. We have to learn to adapt to all the changes in life. Different things and different people will come into our life as we proceed.

Do you miss those days behind? Are you ready for the future?

The answers to all the questions lies deep in your heart. All you have to do is just sit back and think carefully. Real careful and you'll know what to do. Hope you'll found the answers to the questions you were guessing all these while.

This post might not be 'guan si' at all. But do think about it. =) All the best~

Kissing Language (yup, it's a language)

if a kiss is the Language of Love, then we have a lot to talk about it
...methods of Love....

-kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
-kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
-kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
-kiss on the neck------"we belong together"
-kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
-kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
-holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"
-a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
-slap on the butt----"thats mine"
-playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"
-holding on tight----"don't let go"
-looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"
-pulling hair on head----"tell me you loveme"
-arms around the waist---"i love you too much tolet go"

=advice=

if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...
close your eyes and you'll be able to feel the true feelings.

So,anyone of you out there who did any of those above?

EXAMS~OH nO~!!!!


It's 5.53am in the morning and I'm still awake. There are notes on MassComm subject scattered all over the table in the living room. There are 8 hours more and I'll be sitting in the exam hall, staring at the test paper with a blank mind.

I never like the exam period. It sarks alot to me. I've read all the important points in the notes but I still can't get all of it locked in my memory box.

HAaiihzz~!!!! Apa mao buat ni? Later I've to sit for this paper gar..hadjorjor~

I took a short nap earlier on, fr 3.40am to 4.30am. I'm supposed to feel energetic,right?! But then, I felt sleepy..sigh. Everyone is in their dreamland now and I'm here typing on my blog.

Ok..I is sarks! *sighing again*

How come my brain is not functioning as I wanted it to be? If only I have a smarter mind in brain. If only I'm a smart kid. If only I can memorize everything at one shot. If only I did more frequent revisions on my studies. If only I paid extra more attention in class. If only I did all the tutorial questions given by the lecturers.

HAaiihz~!!!! If only~

Now, at the wrong time, I'm beginning to regret. If only I was more hardworking and listened to all the naggings fr my housemates and friends whom were nagging me to study more and do more revisions.

It's 6.16am in the morning already. A blink of an eye and I'll be sitting in the exam hall, preparing to answer those questions which looks like aliens to me. Hmmmm....I shall continue to do my revision and try to insert all the notes that I've read into my 'chidunz' memory box. Hopefully I'll be able to score or at least pass this subject.

*worrying*

The power of fear is in my soul....*sigh*. Wish me all the best.

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST~

[x] the dark...(i never like being in darkness alone)
[x] staying single....(wawa..i dunwana be lonely when no 1 is no longer around me)
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth...(is it super painful to give birth?)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights...(yarh yarh,wa takut ketinggian)
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects..(they annoy me)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)...(o.O what will they do to me?)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] water...(water spirit O.O)
[ ] the ocean
[x] pools...(being alone in it is scary)
[x] failure...(no 1 wants failure)
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads...(eww~)
[x] mice/rats...(=O)
[x] jumping from high places...(*pengsanz*)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[x] clowns...(some have evil smile)
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil...(erm..wa haven't meet one =p)
[x] crossing bridges...(what if it breaks into half?)
[x] death...(macam tidur aja but i still wana wake-up)
[x] Hell...(i never like that place)
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility...(wa taktao handle stuff well =p)
[x] doctors, including dentists..(i nvr like to meet them)
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[x] ghosts...(hoho..i like casper =p)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things...(i still want to see my loved ones) ^^
[x] being deaf...(i can't live without music)
[x] growing up..(i wana remain as a lilgirl)
[x] being murdered in my sleep...(i still wana see the world)

=p Hurhur~
meanwhile i'll update like this first since i have no idea what else to type. Now you all know what i'm afraid of. So, please do not use those to scare me or else i'll haunt you...buohohoho~

A DREADFUL DAY

I know I'm already a 18th years old girl and I shouldn't cry like a 8th years old girl but I just can't stop myself from doing so.Suddenly,I feel so...so...*CRYING*...SO PAINFUL ERR~!!!!!!

*sniff sniff*

*tears trickling down cheeks*

Last night,I got terrible sorethroat and a terrible flu.I spent most of the night going to the basin in the bathroom to clear my nose.I popped two strepsils into my mouth before going to bed.Thanks to sueling because she drove out to helped me buy strepsils for me.

=) thanks yarh?!

Today my class is at 1pm so I woke-up at 11am in the morning.My class is supposed to be from 1pm to 4pm but Ms Liew is not free today so the class ended at 3pm instead.When I reached home,I bathed again though I already took a bath at 11.30am (sueling and lingsim said I waste water for bathing so many times).

After bathing,I went to the kitchen and took my whole meal LA bread to eat cause it's going to expire tomorrow.I ate four slices of bread,spread with blackcurrant jam and peanut butter.I sms-ed my dearr while eating..hurhur ^^

Then,I decided to online awhile since I was bored.Halfway o2jam-ming,I felt like eating apple so I went to the kitchen again,opened the fridge and took a green apple out.While I was cutting the apple...suddenly....

*CHOPPED*

O.O uh oh~!!

*blood oozing out from last finger*

OMG~!!! I ter-chopped my last finger instead of the apple.

T.T malangnya aku *sobz sobz*

Lingsim gave me a plaster with kitty's face on it and helped me to wrapped it around the wound..thanks yarh?!
Thanks to chuilynn too for helping me to cut the rest of the un-cut apple =p

Now...
Finger feel very very painful er~!!!!!

MY TIMETABLE...huehuehue~

Monday 1pm-3pm J003 mass communication(lecture) ms ivy choong
3pm-4pm J101 english language(lecture) ms winnie liew

Tuesday 9am-10am B005 kemahiran berkomunikasi 1(lecture) cik nurul
10am-12pm J017 modern electronic media(lecture) ms anne lam
1pm-3pm J019 e-commerce(lecture) mr yah

Wednesday 9am-11am J101 information technology(lecture) ms tan
1pm-3pm J119 mass communication(tutorial) ms ivy choong
3pm-4pm B005 english language(lecture) ms winnie liew

Thursday 2pm-3pm J003 kemahiran berkomunikasi 1(tutorial) cik nurul
3pm-4pm B001 english language(tutorial) ms winnie liew
4pm-5pm J011 e-commerce(tutorial) mr yah

Friday 9am-10am J115 information technology(tutorial) ms tan
10am-12pm J115 modern electronic media(tutorial) ms anne lam

TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN,KAMPAR BRANCH:SEMESTER 1,YEAR 1..2006/07

tHrOuGh ThE rAiN


When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is......

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain
And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is.....

I can make it through the rainI can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rainI can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And I live once again
And I live one more day
And I can make it through the rain(Yes you can)
You will make it through the rain

entertain_less

KAMPAR ENTERTAIN-LESS ERRRRRRRRrrrr~!!!!!!

Wa's apartment havent haf d internet line yet..T.T cant online yet dats y pigi kampar's imax to on9.Sini punya imax really vvv kurang pple ger.Most of the students here take up business admin n accounting.Wa wonder there will be how many students in PR class.

Orientation week mmg ....sien ler.Today got outdoor games...played water games n treasure hunt.=P oni chuilynn n szemin went 4da water games.Lingsim,sueling n wa slept at home til noon then oni went for the treasure hunt .Tomorrow is talent time n da last day of orientation week liao...huehue.Next will be orientation night where every1 dress formally n mr/ms tarc wilbe diketahui.The 5 finalist will compete on dat nite...5guys n 5 girls in pairs.Before that,da 5 pairs will take pics in wedding gowns n tuxedo macam wedding pics then judges compare those pics then wa taktau apa lagi da finalist hafta do liao.The seniors havent set the orientation night date yet.

^^ chuilynn n sueling is 1 of the top 20 tallest girl in college here.We were separated into 20 groups in this orientation week mer.

T.T 1st week of college oni n wa so unlucky liao.they hafta send out 20 lenglui n lengchai out to compete for the mr/ms tarc n da 5 finalist will compete on orientation night.U noe y wa said dat wa vvv da unlucky anot?T.T wa was chosen to compete too.If wa is 1 if the 5 finalist..huehue..wa gonna pengsanz on stage.1st week oni sudah unlucky..haihzz.Wa's group mmg eyes got probz ger,choose wa..ish.

Haihzz...vvv sien er..on9-ing alone in imax now.The rest went to their group's meeting jor.Wa's group tarak meeting..bored.

Wa guess wa gtg liao.Go back rest 1st.1st week here sudah not feeling well.Flu..cough..sorethroat...really unlucky.

tRuE fRiEnDs

.-''''-.-''''-.
(''( '.') '.')
(/);(/) );(/)

aRe GiFtS...
nOt EaSiLy GaInEd.
iT rOoTs FrOm OnE's HeArT..
aNd InVoLvE mEmOrIeS tHaT sTaY...
fOrEvEr!!!!!!

Apani?!!This are the effects of rotting.
One more week left and most of our friends here will be leaving for their further education liao.

Separation time.......again.

tO mEeT..tO kNoW..tO dEpArT..
iS tHe SaDdEsT tHiNg In A hUmAn HeArT.

It's difficult to find someone like you.It's like opening a hundred shells under the sea,just to find only a pearl.It's easy to make new friends,but not all of them will be the kinda friend we wanted them to be.I'm glad and proud to have the friends I have now.

College...I wonder how it's gonna be.Staying with friends for a few years,sitting with new classmates in class,new environment,new faces,etc etc.I have to be more independent,more brave,more confident on myself liao.If I lack of those attitude,I guess I'm going to be a loser...guar.Dad said.."In the world outside,you have to learn to be smart and alert all the time","No one going to help you,if you don't help yourself first".

Is it really that horrible out there,in the working world?

Hmmm....here,I'm going to wish all of you..my dear friends,all the best to you, no matter what decision you gonna make.

THANK YOU~

Thank you notes can be written for all sorts of occasions.
Sometimes it's nice to thank a friend for just being there during a difficult time.

There are so many occasions in life that call for a proper "THANK YOU".

Here,wa wana thank all of you out there who visited wa and care bout wa when wa was admitted into hospital ^.^

Wa don't know what more to say but...THANK YOU!!!!

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LAST POST BEFORE I LEAVE...for ns.

Sudah masa for us to leave each other and its the beginning of the new chapter of our life.

Life has always been like that.There are happiness and sadness in it.When we're happy..we cry so the tears of happiness could flow down our cheeks.When we're sad..we cry too.I realised each time i cried,I'll find something or someone to hug.When I hug them..I don't feel like letting them go.But,no matter what is it,I still have to loosen the hug and see them leave me...one by one.

In my 18yrs of life,I see all my loved ones,one by one leaving me behind.

First,it was my grandpa whom I'm closed to the most.He had passed-away 2yrs ago.He was the one who gave me a pat on my head and called me silly girl(I miss that calling..his voice).He was the one who wiped away the tears fr my eyes because no one ever did that to me.He was the one who took me to my neighbourhood playground every evening after dinner.He was the one who promised to buy me an ice cream if I promise him that i'll stop crying.I miss my grandpa..his voice..the touch of his hands when he wiped away my tears.If I have the chance to see my grandpa for one last time..I would want to tell him that..."Grandpa,I get to enter college already.I did it and I promise I'll study even harder in college....and...I miss you very much,grandpa."

I know that he had gone and left me,but no matter what,the image of him will forever be kept in my mind.


Now..its my friends turn to leave me.As I said..one by one is leaving me.Why do this have to happen?The friendship I have with all of you who is reading this now,I'll cherish all those moments we had together.I'll remember all the laughters and sorrows we shared together.Some of our friendships was short and long but no matter what is it...you're my friend...forever mine.

As all of you know that I'm not good with words.So,I'll end this blog with my own written poem.


FRIENDSHIP

Memories of the days we spent together
Will always I cherish
Together we struggled for survival
Through the hard times of our lives
The worst was yet to come
But together we tolerated and endured it
We shared fun and laughter
Jokes we told to each other
When I recalled the memories
one or two tears prickle on my eyes
The days will never come back
And there will no one like you
To help cheer me up...
in my melancholy
Things have changed now
Circumstances made us apart
But you will never change to me
Deep in my heart,
there you are....
a very special friend to me..
and always.

fInAl PoSt...

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As all of you know that i'm not good with words and sentences thats why i seldom update my blog XP

Today is friday,tomorrow is saturday and sunday is just around the corner.
What is with sunday?If you don't know,it is the day where the 2nd batch NS fellas gonna leave.It means that chingz,lsimz and i going to leave you all soon...vv soon.

Before i leave,i want to leave some of my wordings and sentences here ^.^

HEY...LINGSIM!!!..my great2 grandma and also my longest and closest friend(12yrs),if you're reading this..i want to say thanks for being my friend,thanks for helping me alot since primary 1,thanks for listening to me when i have something to say.Actually,THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!*HUGXX*.Sorry for shouting here but they said if your heart felt heavy and when your eyes are teary..SHOUT as loud as you can.So...MOI LING SIM,I'M GONNA MIZZ YOU ALOT!!!!! ^.^ You and your mongochai cute ler.Oh yarh..thanks for the b'day cake you baked for me.All these years,this is the 1st time my friends baked a b'day cake for me.Even my mom didn't do so.I'll remember the taste of that cake..it was tasty..really.

CHINGZ!!!!Hadjo..ini budak,studies mmg far more better than me,But..there are weakness in her too.There are certain stuff that she actually not dare to do.Physically mmg is a 18yr old teenage girl but mentally....should i say she is a 8yr old lilgirl?or younger than that?..=p Anyway,chingz..you're gonna leave soon,so just do whatever you think that you need to settle..your feelings and stuff,understand what i'm trying to say here?By the way,CHONG CHEE CHING....though i'm only close to you since f4,i do cherish those moments we had.Thanks for helping me in my studies,my problems and many other stuff.Oh yarh..!Most important is..thank you so much because without you i won't know kOkseng.Yarh..kOkseng..not your dad,k?!Luckily,we're gonna be in the same camp..thank the stars ^.^ Hmmm....CHONG CHEE CHING!!!!!THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TOO!!!! T.T

ONG SUE LING!!!!iiyoryor...ini budak.kinda lembik like me oso geh..or should i say you more lembik than me?i mean emotionally..=p this girl here taught me many stuff too...cooking?Without her i won't know how to make macaroni cheese..lolx.That was the 1st food she taught me.She did help me with my studies too..thx.I get to know her since f2 ten got closer in f3 and from there our friendship blossom =) We're gonna study in the same college and going to stay together too.Cook more nice food for me yarh?!..haha.Thanks for that chocolate mint cake you baked for me for my b'day..my favourite and it was delicious.I'll always remember that.Aihxx...as you know i'm not good with words,so...I'M GOING TO MIZZ YOU,ONG SUSU!!!!Can i don't leave? T.T

Hmmm...Wong Chui Lynn,got to know her through that sei keijoe.=p didn't expect that i'll get to know her more and then got closer to her too.Thats why,do expect the unexpected.She is a nice girl.Can chat whatever with her also.Hmmm...this girl here.Kinda same case with chingz also..not really dare to do what they relly want to do.Chuilynn..und me?By the way,thanks for being my friend.There is lots to say,tapi aku perkataan-less ler ^.^
I'm gonna mizz you in ns!!!

TAN THIAN HOE...GOR!!!!...MCFLURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

TEH MUN BEN!!!!Hmmmm....ini budak..MY HAM JIM PENG!!!!!!!!!!!

TIMMY MOONG...lingsimz's mongochai!!!!takeCare of great2 grandma o ^.^

LEE SENG FOO!!!!!!!!! dis budak here...am i gonna get more stars when i return? =)

WONG KEI JOE!!!!!!!!Erm...dunno what to say bout him pula.STOP THAT G THINGY!!!!!!!!!!Sei kjoe you.

Finale!!!!Sudah sampai soh lou's turn.Ini budak..my ngachoichai(taugeh).THANKS FOR EVERYTHING,SOHLOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!Yarh,i'm shouting here.You know why? i know why ^.^
I MIZZ YOU!!!I LOVE YOU!!!

I'M GONNA MIZZ EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO TAKECARE!!!!!!!!!!

MAY THE BRIGHTEST STAR SHINES ON YOU AND SHOWERS YOU WITH ALL THE GOODLUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ChiaYin will be back soon.

Mizz me?
look for the brightest star inda sky.
Why?
cuz chiayin will be looking at it too ^.^

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THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CUP NOODLE ROX XD

Hurhur...we bought so many cup noodles fr tesco.Erm... wa know dat susu gonna bash me cuz i left her and went out at the vvv last minute.

Sori yarh =p

Sengfoo n kokseng tiba2 came to my house so we went out together with chingz n lingsim.We went tesco buy cup noodles only.There r still many other stuff dat we havent buy yet.Monday we go jj yarh?

You all want ur cup noodles,pay me...HEAHEAHEA!!!!!

Another plastic bag with lingsim.All together ada 2 plastic bags of cup noodles.1 with me,1 wif lingsim.

BUOHOHOHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cup noodles...erm....ROX?

ONE MONTH EARLIER

....tepat-tepat 1mth earlier

Wa celebrating my 18th birthday tomorrow since sueling suggested it.She said ngam ngam 1mth earlier.My actual b'day is onda 3rd of april mer but that time i'll be in NS camp jor.

So...tomorrow those who're free,meet you all at happy valley at 7pm.

Sueling gonna bake me a b'day cake XD...thx susu!! =p

I'm celebrating at happy valley cuz tomorrow chingz n seng got work.

So...tomorrow cya at happy valley at 7pm yarh?!

XD